friday...bleh
well, today wasn't at all what i expected. i went to school, practically in my pijamas...yeah, one of those days. and since i have like no hard classes i thought i would just sleep all day...but, NO! nothing went right. its like no one wanted to talkt to me today, i felt uncomfortable and uneasy, i got so depressed for no reason, and nothing felt right. so, after getting my first ever bikini wax (super-ouch!) i drove around fighting on the phone with my boyfirend and it felt so awful to be simply existing. do you ever feek like its just too much to even BE anymore? i guess i shouldn't complain, because i would rather not be dead... but there are times i want to crawl in a hole and never come back- or at leats just let the world pass by me for a while...
now i'm at home sulking because i feel let down. It doesn't even feel like the weekend. it feels like monday night. yuck yuck yuck....nothing makes sense today. i just wanna see my baby boy who i never get to spend time with anymore :( i guess i'll feel better later on
peace!
now i'm at home sulking because i feel let down. It doesn't even feel like the weekend. it feels like monday night. yuck yuck yuck....nothing makes sense today. i just wanna see my baby boy who i never get to spend time with anymore :( i guess i'll feel better later on
peace!