I miss back when...
I just got done reading old old entries... man I love doing that... but I hate it... It always makes me miss the good ol' days! All the fun I always used to have with my friends... friends I've lost and friends I still have. All the fun late nites we used to have... doing who knows what. Sometimes I dont really know what to do... I feel like I am fooling myself in the situation I am in... Its just confusing! I want to live my life... I am only 19!! I wanna go get drunk at who knows where like I used to. I wanna drive around all night long, and end up who knows where. I wanna laugh like I used to, I wanna have fun like I used it. Why do things have to change the way they do? I want things the way they used to be... I want to not know where I will be at the end of the night, I want to make silly phone calls in the middle of the nite. I want to go sit at the park with my sister and just go talk about everything like we used to. I want to be with my friends!! I just want to be me...