I give up..........
I dont know what else to do anymore...
I never tried to make anything your fault...I never meant to be such a bitch... or be such a bad person. But I guess I am. I tried to talk to you but you just blow me off like a piece of shit. Sorry I am not like your other friends... it breaks my heart to think that I am not a part of your life anymore...and you could actually care less! When all I wish is that you could still be big part of mine like you used to be. I never meant to do anything wrong... I forgot... I am sorry. I know you dont care... but... I miss you... and i dont know how to bring you back. I dont know what I can do anymore. My sister... my best friend... i need you in my life... you dont need me? Blow me off like you dont care... its ok... i guess... I dont know what to say...I know alot of its my fault! UGH! I hate life! Why does it have to be like this?? I miss everything...
I never tried to make anything your fault...I never meant to be such a bitch... or be such a bad person. But I guess I am. I tried to talk to you but you just blow me off like a piece of shit. Sorry I am not like your other friends... it breaks my heart to think that I am not a part of your life anymore...and you could actually care less! When all I wish is that you could still be big part of mine like you used to be. I never meant to do anything wrong... I forgot... I am sorry. I know you dont care... but... I miss you... and i dont know how to bring you back. I dont know what I can do anymore. My sister... my best friend... i need you in my life... you dont need me? Blow me off like you dont care... its ok... i guess... I dont know what to say...I know alot of its my fault! UGH! I hate life! Why does it have to be like this?? I miss everything...