The heart sees what the eyes cannot....
So I suppose I am slightly bored and at the moment quite homesick, and am not exactly feeling so well, not exactly a promising combination. I don't really know why, everything just seems to have hit me and I realized that I probably won't even see home again for at least another month or month and a half, possibly not even until after my birthday.
But as terrible as that may not sound to some people, to me it's sort of a smack in the face. I mean don't get me wrong, home isn't my favorite place to be all the time, heck most of the time it's not, but i miss my family, i miss nights out with some of the best friends in the world, i miss mikey, i miss my adopted brothers tommy and win, and sure, we've all had our ups and downs. But looking back on this summer, it was one of the best ones i've had in a long time, and one of the first ones where i could completely be myself, because that was ok.
I guess I just miss knowing that everything is there if i need it. Being away at school can do that to you. It's like half my life is here, I have the best friends in the world, who I can certainly count on, my ladies they know from the off, are indeed fabulous and i cannot wait to see what we encounter this year. The other half of my life is home, only this year it's sort of been divided, 1/4 of it in Danbury with the gents, 1/4 of it home in brewster. But whatever the case may be, it's a new school year, with new goals and plans. I will keep home and danbury in my heart and mind, and talk to everyone on a daily basis, they make sure of it, and when I return again it will certainly be....amazing.
So here's to a new year, an amazing summer past, and the best memories anyone could ask for.
But as terrible as that may not sound to some people, to me it's sort of a smack in the face. I mean don't get me wrong, home isn't my favorite place to be all the time, heck most of the time it's not, but i miss my family, i miss nights out with some of the best friends in the world, i miss mikey, i miss my adopted brothers tommy and win, and sure, we've all had our ups and downs. But looking back on this summer, it was one of the best ones i've had in a long time, and one of the first ones where i could completely be myself, because that was ok.
I guess I just miss knowing that everything is there if i need it. Being away at school can do that to you. It's like half my life is here, I have the best friends in the world, who I can certainly count on, my ladies they know from the off, are indeed fabulous and i cannot wait to see what we encounter this year. The other half of my life is home, only this year it's sort of been divided, 1/4 of it in Danbury with the gents, 1/4 of it home in brewster. But whatever the case may be, it's a new school year, with new goals and plans. I will keep home and danbury in my heart and mind, and talk to everyone on a daily basis, they make sure of it, and when I return again it will certainly be....amazing.
So here's to a new year, an amazing summer past, and the best memories anyone could ask for.