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Ok..my life since last tuesday. I haven't gone to school at all because the zoloft made me really sick, so i went back to the doctor today and she put me on prozac. I feel like shit all the time..so hopefully the prozac won't make me so miserable. I went to the race track with Brad and Dad saturday night and we brought the vega and the '67. Brad got second place and $150 in the pro stock division with the vega! I was really proud of him..and i was the "pit crew" so i got to be out on the track and did some repairs to the car. I was kinda anxious though because the night before..Brad was doing a practice run and the track was cold and he lost traction and put the car in the wall..but thankfully he only damaged the bumper a little bit. I got to play guitar in the youth band on sunday becuase Katie G., Mike and I were the only people who could make it for practice. It was pretty wierd though because when i played, my fingers went numb...and i think it was from the medication. After youth Mike, Katie G. and I went to candel light for the boy's chrysalis flight..and that was pretty cool..i was glad to see the community again. Yesterday, i didn't go to school cause i still feel like crap..but get this: Jackie drove the intrepid to school and two kids stole it and took it for a joy ride! They saw some cops and got scared and started to drive all crazy and crashed into a restuarant in ybor city. I was so pissed cause that's my favorite car and the only one i know how to drive! But my parents were kinda glad because we'll get more money out of the insurance compensation than we would have from selling it like we were trying to do. So we are out another car..which sucks..and i can't drive anymore until i learn how to drive a stick. I really don't know what i'm going to do about school because the end of the grading period is this week and there is no was i can do all of the work i need to make up. I think it would be best to just try and start over at home and try homeschooling again. My psychiatrist said that she wants me to stay in school becuase i have a social anxiety disorder and i need to be in a social environment. I don't think i have a social anxiety disorder..but i do have an anxiety problem. Oh..btw..my computer has a really bad virus so i don't access to a computer as often nowadays..so it's just whenever i can get online. I'm going to sleep now so ..later.