003 back from the dead!
Hi Livejournal,
Its been a while, hasn't it? My mind has been all over the place lately. I do so much floating around that it is almost literal! More thinking than doing, more dreaming than acting, more hoping than seeing come to life.
LOVE
Let's start with the best. J and I are doing very well. He keeps day dreaming about Halloween, trying to get me into the creative brainstorming stage. It looks like he's cooking up something interesting for a Halloween party. I've been too distracted to join in the fun, but I guess it's time to decide what we will be for Halloween! The date is almost here! Lady Gaga, here we come!
WORK
Work has been slow lately. I have come to terms with the fact my service is a luxury more than it is a necessity for people. [Perhaps I see it as a necessity, but well...] It could be that I am not applying myself as hard as I used to, but I do it to keep myself from getting burnt out. Reading tarot is really more than turning cards over and telling somebody their fortune, but that's pretty hard to explain to everyone. I'd rather do my work without complaints, mull it over a cup of wine and go to bed somewhat satisfied with my work.
I had a funny situation working at the Kaisen. Somebody I knew was also reading tarot there, so it was competition. She was doing pretty rokkin' before I sat down. Afterwards we were pretty even in number of clients. The second day I didn't have time to really focus on the readings, so I went to do administrative work. Oh, the stress! It was worth it at the end of the day.
TAROT
Zero productivity in blog and in making my own tarot deck! I need a boost or a pick-me-up to motivate me to carry on with my projects. I wish I had a friend to buckle down and really work with! Nothing tops the Ringling labs and feeling a part of an artist community. IT was really inspiring to get me to work.
I have noticed myself getting a little disconnected from the cards. I lay them out and I understand the general meaning of the story, but getting it out is a whole other ball game. The meanings get muddled together and I can't make sense if anything is meant to stand out. I guess this means I need a little break from reading cards!
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