I on the other hand...
...Am bouncing out of my skin in excitement! Three whole days with Sugar! Just her and me. Sharing a room. Sharing a bed (platonic, I have no choice), sharing an adventure.
We're driving up together, which is even better - I was going to have to drive up solo. That's an extra six hours with her!
Three days of unconditional friendship. And maybe lots of hugs too. If only...
*sigh*
There lies the sorrow in my joy. I wish I didn't have to abide by "rules" and could just be myself with no strings. Maybe if "I got drunk" and couldn't be held accountable for my actions? Stranger things have happened in other people's lives, why not? No guilt, no harm no foul, what she doesn't know... But Sugar wouldn't. :D But there's no harm in a little silliness that could be slightly flirtatious in nature, eh?
(Not to mention, who knows what other girls may be there, it is a "women's week" event I think...) Naw, I am not like that. Curious, yes, but not reckless. And... *blush* it's Sugar that really makes me want and not fear. Her and... she who is even more untouchable.
I wish I could tell her. Introduce myself. Be me, be called by name. Be responsible for my own actions. But as someone pointed out during a phone conversation, would I also have to give my age?
Because if I were really on my own, Sugar wouldn't dare come near me.
The downside of being me. And there aren't too many, so I suppose I should be glad.
We're driving up together, which is even better - I was going to have to drive up solo. That's an extra six hours with her!
Three days of unconditional friendship. And maybe lots of hugs too. If only...
*sigh*
There lies the sorrow in my joy. I wish I didn't have to abide by "rules" and could just be myself with no strings. Maybe if "I got drunk" and couldn't be held accountable for my actions? Stranger things have happened in other people's lives, why not? No guilt, no harm no foul, what she doesn't know... But Sugar wouldn't. :D But there's no harm in a little silliness that could be slightly flirtatious in nature, eh?
(Not to mention, who knows what other girls may be there, it is a "women's week" event I think...) Naw, I am not like that. Curious, yes, but not reckless. And... *blush* it's Sugar that really makes me want and not fear. Her and... she who is even more untouchable.
I wish I could tell her. Introduce myself. Be me, be called by name. Be responsible for my own actions. But as someone pointed out during a phone conversation, would I also have to give my age?
Because if I were really on my own, Sugar wouldn't dare come near me.
The downside of being me. And there aren't too many, so I suppose I should be glad.