i need to tell him before its to late
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!T________________________________T
I'M LIKE HAKING A BAD DAY!!!
FIRST OF ALL I CONFESSTED TO HIM BUT THEN HE SAID HE'LL TELL ME EVERYTHING TOMORROW.WHICH WAS SUPPOSE TO BE TODAY!!!
BUT NOOO!!NOTHING!!NDA!!!
HE SAID HE'LL DEFINATELY TELL ME TOMORROW CAUSE WE'LL BE SEEING EACH OTHER TOMOROW..GOD!!NOW I'M SO EMBARESSED TO EVEN FACE HIM.I'LL JUST ACT AS IF NOTHING HAS EVER HAPPEND AND THAT I HAVE NEVERED EVEN CONFESSED TO HIM.
THIS MSG HAPPEND.
"hey za...i'm bored...cant you go online?please?i'm really bored"
"hey~i'm sorry i cant...i'm doing my homework...sorry"
"alaaaa~i'm bored waa...=( and i just chatted with you like for 3 minutes just now cause you suddenly had to go...where did you go anyway?and you didnt answer me"
"i went to my aunts place just now..sorry....answer what?" I HATE HIM!!HE'S LIKE ALREADY FORGETTING WHAT I DID THE OTHER NIGHT!!!
"owhh....the one i told you about yesterday aa....were you awake to even remember what i said to you or were you already half asleep at that time?want me to remind you what happend?its embaressing"
"owhh...hahah....nvm..its okey....i'll tell you tomorow..definately...okey i have to go now...night (: "ARGHH!!ANOTHER TOMOROW?!
"fine...whatever...night za"
THE END___
is it me or am i just being to obssessed?
i really wanna tell him!!its your fault you made me love you!!who asked you to even bother me in the first place?
why did you have to play nice with me?
WHY?!!
the night i confessted
ZA:whats jagiya?
ME:I dint wanna tell you
ZA:fine~
ME:cause its for my boyfriend =P
ZA:yeah..sure...what ever
ME:haiya za!!you dense
ZA:what?
*puts at nick [jagiya,saranghae X) My jagiya is so dense] * (do you think he gets the msg?NOO!!you know whY? cause he's dense!!)
ME:=.='
ZA: dense?heavy kaa?
ME: HA-HA very funny
ZA: what?~
ME:=.=' sometimes i really wanna hit you.
ZA:go ahead.
ME:i cant
ZA:why not?
ME: cause i cant hit my
ZA:ASS?
ME:See!!you ass addict!!! (cause this morning he said i was a butt addict!)
ZA:HAHA
ME: haha..you're annoying za
ZA:thank you =D
ME: =.='
ZA: =D
ME:damn it !i cant get mad at you
ZA:why not?
ME: i just cant stay mad at you
ZA:its not hard
ME: you want me to be mad at you?
ZA:why not?it depends on your feeling.why cant you sta mad at me?
ME:cause i love you idiot
ZA:idiot?=(
ME:sorry sorry~ cause i love you baby
ZA:=D thank you
ME: happy?
ZA:yes~but why me? (i hate it when he does that!)
ME:i dont know,i didnt like you when i first met you but when i got to know more of you,i started liking you.and i dont mind your crazyness at all.
ZA:sorry~but i have to really go now.
ME:whaa?...
ZA:i'm sorry..but i have to go now...night night...bye~
ME:wait~za,i need to ask you something
ZA:yes?
ME:do you like me?
ZA:i'll tell you all tomorrow(which was today but no!!nothing came today)
ME:fine~
ZA:bye
ME:wait za!
ZA:what now?
ME:i love you~dont forget that =D
ZA: sure
*ZA has signned off*
THAT HURTS ME!!!='(
if you all have been reading completely awake,you'll notice for the fact that i'm actuallu the guy in the whole relationship!!not that there is any,but stilL!!!i'm like the guy!!he's like just too girly for the whole thing!!
i needed to tell him that i like him cause my only time with him is only until 22nd.and then after the 22nd,i'm not sure if i'll be able to see him anymore cause he lives really far far away from me.seriously.
i dont want to just wait for him like that.i'll take the risk and tell him.it'll be awkward but so?i dont care~at least i'm not a coward.
you people may think i'm to obsessed with him which i also know but......i dont know...its hard to explain why i'm like this.
my friend said to me
"you better tell him before its to late..take the risk.if you dont,you wont find out anything.you'll regret it soon if you dont tell him" i just stood there looking at her.
am i regretting telling him i like him?i dont knw...
GREAT!!I'LL BE AWKWARD!!AND MAYBE I'LL BE SEATING NEXT TO HIM IN THE PLANE!!!GREAT!!!YAHOOO!!!!=.="
I THINK I'LL ACT AS NOTHING HAD NEVER HAPPEND BEFORE.YEAH~
OKEY TIME FOR THE GOOD NEWS!!!!
my cousin bought me a cap!!!and its the cap that taeyang wore in the Look only at me!!!hehehe...the one with the smiley face!!!i'm like adoring it so much!!hahaha.. to my cousin who bought me that cap,I LOVE YOU!!HAHAHHAHA
its black btw and the smiley face it yellow~hehehehe..=D
thats all for now~
btw i'll be on hiatus for 2 weeks i think~cause i'll be going out from 13th to the 27th...good bye people!!!wish me luck~