Heat
Being alone [single] for as long as I have isn't half as bad.
It's actually refreshing, elevating and liberating.
No restraints, no tears, no nonsense.
I'm free. I'm content. I'm all the woman I expect to be.
Or not to be.
I am loved and supported by such beautiful people - family and friends.
I am enriched by the people I am surrounded with - their talent, dedication and wisdom.
Life is good.
I have since learned to strip away a regrettable, hideous shroud of darkness from the pain of someone else's insecurities.
Which could have been very well my own.
This, a constant lesson, a constant effort.
To be wise enough to know the difference, to recognize your potential and to appreciate your worth.
Ya know what I mean?
Because as cynical as it seems, I am still human.
You all should know what that means.
And it goes without saying that the affection and passion shared between two lovers is an amazing thing to have.
And I am genuinely happy for those who have found it.
Because for one, it gives me hope.
But that is all in good timing.
And when it does, it'll be just right.
.
.
.
.
So enough of this rubbish talk.
Cuz who am I kidding...
I'm effin horny.
It's been too damn long you'd need a crow bar to pry me open.
Take note.
It isn't that hard. It's actually too easy...
But I'm just picky.
So there.
It's 2:11 a.m.
I need to be in bed... and take care of some stuff.
If you know what I mean...
It's actually refreshing, elevating and liberating.
No restraints, no tears, no nonsense.
I'm free. I'm content. I'm all the woman I expect to be.
Or not to be.
I am loved and supported by such beautiful people - family and friends.
I am enriched by the people I am surrounded with - their talent, dedication and wisdom.
Life is good.
I have since learned to strip away a regrettable, hideous shroud of darkness from the pain of someone else's insecurities.
Which could have been very well my own.
This, a constant lesson, a constant effort.
To be wise enough to know the difference, to recognize your potential and to appreciate your worth.
Ya know what I mean?
Because as cynical as it seems, I am still human.
You all should know what that means.
And it goes without saying that the affection and passion shared between two lovers is an amazing thing to have.
And I am genuinely happy for those who have found it.
Because for one, it gives me hope.
But that is all in good timing.
And when it does, it'll be just right.
.
.
.
.
So enough of this rubbish talk.
Cuz who am I kidding...
I'm effin horny.
It's been too damn long you'd need a crow bar to pry me open.
Take note.
It isn't that hard. It's actually too easy...
But I'm just picky.
So there.
It's 2:11 a.m.
I need to be in bed... and take care of some stuff.
If you know what I mean...