mumbling about stuff that might be better off in my head, or not
So I've been thinking a lot since the last time I wrote in here. Spent a couple of days on the farm and sat around thinking about how much time I spent there looking out... for fucking ever and wishing I was somewhere... anywhere else but there. And somehow sitting there now, in the exact same seat, looking out the exact same window, and the exact same view... nothing, not one single thought in my head was the same as it used to be. And not just cause I had company for the first time ever there, or anything like that, I just... kind of felt... content? Maybe that's not the word, no it’s not, but I'll be fucked if I can think of the right one either. Then again maybe I don’t need to it just is, yeah. Something like that anyway.
We’ve got a ridiculous amount of off days in the next two weeks then we like play two weeks straight, I don’t claim to be a scheduling genius or anything but damn. So all over the place but I was reading a recent interview and even shaking my head at myself. I've already gotten a call from my dad... the whole thinking before I talk thing doesn’t happen to often with me. I think everyone who knows me is pretty used to it by now, though I suppose that hardly makes it better really. Anyway I think practice and whatever team building activities Coach A has in store for us, that spending the next little while in bed sounds pretty damn awesome to me actually.
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We’ve got a ridiculous amount of off days in the next two weeks then we like play two weeks straight, I don’t claim to be a scheduling genius or anything but damn. So all over the place but I was reading a recent interview and even shaking my head at myself. I've already gotten a call from my dad... the whole thinking before I talk thing doesn’t happen to often with me. I think everyone who knows me is pretty used to it by now, though I suppose that hardly makes it better really. Anyway I think practice and whatever team building activities Coach A has in store for us, that spending the next little while in bed sounds pretty damn awesome to me actually.
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