a little song

[leeetle_rah]

almost a hate
not knowing you would have been better fate
everything is fucked up now
i wipe the sweat from my brow
cant you see
too much emotion
without the notion
to do anything
but sit and keep writing
trying not to be beat
too much pride to admit my defeat
when you take someones pride
no one but you could be so snide
to lie and lie
to deny and deny
i realize i never even knew you
with every person you start over new
thank you for not letting me forget
why i dont trust and why i keep this net
for: adam