Nov 13, 2006 18:57
Home life suxs, Dad's ragging on me to get a job and my license, though I am so tired and unispired all the time. My Counseller who I just saw today says it sounds like I'm depressed. I am trying to get a job though, I'm even going to some job preparation thing at a place called Oasis. I had a job interview offer through ColesMyer a while back but that was on the day of Grandma's funeral, I felt like I would be disrespectful to go to a job interview the day of her Funeral, especially since I was emotionally wiped out.
Dad says counselling is a pile of crap but just because he doesn't acknowledge people's feeling doesn't mean they're not there, I need to try and talk to people about my feelings to make sense of them, but because he bottle's his up he expects us to the same. But I can't do that I just can't, not to mention that it's unhealthy.
He's been talking about getting into die sublemation (like what Cafe Press does) with a laser printer as it's only done with inkjets here, though there is special paper in the USA for laser printing. Laser printing is better a it doesn't fade or wash out, of course you need all sorts of special stuff, but if you're just doing one at a time the presses are actually quite small.
grandma,
job,
counselling