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This year has been a true test of...existence? i dunno, cant think of the word. It's been like utterly crap. I feel like ive failed in all aspects in my life (physically, emotionally, spiritually, academically ect) and now im just sitting here at the very bottom, with nothing else to do, but feel....depressed. i havent updated since july, so i hope i can look back on this and read about the hardship ive been through this year. The mistakes ive made. ohhh the mistakes ive made. but i really dont feel like taking a trip down memory lane. I really just want to get out of this as fast as possible.
I feel like this year i have become a hermit. Everyone is an aquaintance now, and im there by myself. even the people who know me really well, theyre just off on their own, and im refusing to be "social". why am i being so like depressed all the time.
ugh nvm i dont feel like writing anymore its making me mor annoyed with myself
I feel like this year i have become a hermit. Everyone is an aquaintance now, and im there by myself. even the people who know me really well, theyre just off on their own, and im refusing to be "social". why am i being so like depressed all the time.
ugh nvm i dont feel like writing anymore its making me mor annoyed with myself