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its amazing how quickly everthing can change. i have finaly found a direction. i'm leaving hamilton. wellington has so much more for me at the moment. i think everyone should move here.... or else i'll miss everyone. i can get a room for $85 and i've been offered modeling with 2 places plus there is an art course here i realy want to do. and jobs (i think it finaly time). plus it has the added bonus of being by the sea. and scotts here... i'm trying not to let that effect my desision too much, cos that could be dangerous. i thinks he's starting to get scared already, he's doing the whole 'i dont want to hurt you' thing, not quite sure how to get around this, any advice would be appreciated... i realy like him and i'f i'n not careful i can see it all going the same way things did with luke, and most other ppl i've got close to. eek, i realy dont want to loose this one.