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I'm miserable. I don't know why but I am. I'm always miserable. I want to go back to school. Thursday. Only like 5 days left.
My great grandmother died last week. Sucked. Once again I was left alone in a fucking funeral home. Then I was rescued when my mom showed up with some cigs for me. God I love her sometimes. We went shopping for school last night...good times...I got her pretty drunk afterwards..."Call Russ and we'll all have phone sex.." oh and "Dr. Pepper, the san francisco treat." She is a weird one. I'm gonna miss her next summer. I've decided I'm not coming home. I'm going to get an apartment and a good job and make sure this place will let tize stay with us. I can't stay in the house anymore...too much crap is going on and I just can't take it. Bats, mice, dogs dying (or almost dying) :( .... Blah I just want out.
My great grandmother died last week. Sucked. Once again I was left alone in a fucking funeral home. Then I was rescued when my mom showed up with some cigs for me. God I love her sometimes. We went shopping for school last night...good times...I got her pretty drunk afterwards..."Call Russ and we'll all have phone sex.." oh and "Dr. Pepper, the san francisco treat." She is a weird one. I'm gonna miss her next summer. I've decided I'm not coming home. I'm going to get an apartment and a good job and make sure this place will let tize stay with us. I can't stay in the house anymore...too much crap is going on and I just can't take it. Bats, mice, dogs dying (or almost dying) :( .... Blah I just want out.