Nov 30, 2005 11:21
It's amazing to me to think back and think about how in love with you I was. I don't even know what that is anymore. I don't even know what was true anymore. How did I ever let myself get in that position. That will never be me again. I will never hold my tongue as I did then. I will never allow myself to be walked all over again. I will live my life, the way I should, the way I want to. I will live for the surprises. I will not waste anymore time.
L