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So this really hasn't been the greatest of weekends thus far. Having to work two doubles sucks balls, especially when people don't come in or are sick and have to leave. I can understand being sick, but let someone take your shift, this is ridiculous. So yeah, I worked from 10:30 till 10:45 last night, the only good thing is that I made a lot of money. Everyone is gone. Joey took Finn, so I am all alone. And I didn't have the greatest night last night, either. I think I called someone in my sleep, and I kinda remember doing it. All I remember is that I was having a dream and that there was someone I needed to call and I was trying to do that and then I woke up and I was talking to someone and I was incredibly weirded out. That's almost like my sleepwalking bout that I used to have way back in Jr. High. Hopefully that won't start again, cause that could end me up in some really weird situations and places. Mom and Dad are coming next weekend, and I am excited about that, cause I haven't seen them in forever. I don't know exactly what's going to go on, but I think it should be fun. I miss people. I miss Jessica in London. And I miss Megan in Paris. Sometimes I wish I had gone to London, then I could be there to help Jessica out, but instead, I chose to stay here. Life is confusing, its never really gonna make sense. Sometimes, I feel as if I have no one. Oh and by the way, if you are on the Atkin's Diet, you should think about that before you drink. I made a complete ass of myself on Friday night because I didn't remember that my body couldn't hold as much alcohol because of the loss of carbs and fat in me. So yeah, I got really drunk. So much so that Maddie had to come over and take care of me for awhile. She gave me some water and tried to make sure I was okay, but I felt really bad and I sent her away cause I thought I was fine. And that's when I had my little hyperventilation experience, which was not cool, in any way, shape, or form. I wish I was doing something for the break other than working. I wish I was going somewhere cool and gonna have fun, but I'm just gonna be here, alone in the apartment, and I know I'm not going to like it. But, the only thing to get me through is this: Coheed and Cambria is one week from tomorrow, and I already have my tickets and I am all ready to go. I can't wait. I can't fucking wait.
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