Only You (a Mai-Otome fanfic)

Jul 02, 2012 22:47

Posting this fic here as it probably won't meet the content guidelines at fanfiction.net, at least without some editing.

Title: Only You
Rating: M (for explicit f/f content)

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It started with a kiss from Shizuru. Notably, this kiss wasn’t given to Natsuki. Natsuki couldn’t explain why this one affected her like it did; Shizuru had done this quite often. She’d plant a kiss on the forehead of a student, just to get a rise out of Natsuki. From what Natsuki had been able to gather, Shizuru never did it when the headmistress wasn’t around, so the act was all about teasing Natsuki.

Perhaps it was because this was the first time Natsuki had seen it happen in a long while. This hadn’t happened since before they’d gotten engaged, and even then, Natsuki had complained to Shizuru about it. Perhaps it was because Natsuki had been particularly resistant to Shizuru’s teases over the past couple of days. Through a combination of distractions and seeing the teases coming, Natsuki had actually managed to avoid reacting to any of Shizuru’s barbs lately. She’d considered it a victory, but perhaps Shizuru saw it differently, and it had made her desperate.

Whatever the reason was, Natsuki was fuming. Throughout the rest of the day, she’d kept an eye on Shizuru whenever the Third Column was within sight. It was to make sure Shizuru wasn’t getting up to any other mischief, Natsuki told herself. It most certainly wasn’t because that kiss had sparked a flame of jealousy with Natsuki, and she didn’t dare let Shizuru out of her sight lest someone try to steal away her fiancee. It wasn’t that at all.

It was just Natsuki’s luck that tonight was a late night at the office. Some sort of deadline, according to Miss Maria, and so all the paperwork had to be finished up or they wouldn’t get enough funding, they’d have to shut down programs, people would riot, and the Guiding Star would fall to Earl and wipe out humanity. At least, that was the path Natsuki’s mind was taking by the time she and Shizuru were finished with everything that needed to be done. She and Shizuru had had a quick dinner while working, so at least that was one thing they wouldn’t need to worry about when they got back to their apartment.

Shizuru tried to chat a bit on their walk home, but Natsuki wasn’t being very good company at the moment. She was stuck in her own mind, trying to figure out exactly what to do with Shizuru once they were home. She didn’t break out of this until they were already through the door to their apartment, and she caught sight of Shizuru greeting an excited Kiyoran.

The puppy was nearly bursting with joy, and Shizuru was doing everything she could for him. Despite herself, Natsuki found herself smiling at the sight. That kiss earlier was truly nothing. Kiyoran was getting many times more affection from Shizuru than that girl had gotten, and even this didn’t compare to what Natsuki could get from her.

Natsuki took a few minutes of her own to greet Kiyoran, making sure to completely ignore Shizuru for the time being. Although it earned her a sigh of exasperation from her lover, who caught on rather quickly to what Natsuki was doing, the headmistress persisted. Perhaps she was being a bit childish, but Shizuru was the one who’d started it, with that kiss earlier.

After taking Kiyoran out for a quick walk and letting him eat his dinner, Natsuki put him into his crate and left him with a treat. It was earlier than usual, but as long as he had his treat, he wasn’t complaining. Now, it was time to take care of Shizuru. She’d settled down on the couch in the living room, and was currently watching the news on TV. Natsuki walked over to her, picked up the remote, turned off the TV, grabbed Shizuru by the shoulders, and pushed her lover down onto the couch, all without a word. Against Shizuru’s surprised and questioning look, Natsuki dropped down, capturing her lover’s lips within her own.

Shizuru gave a bit of protesting moan into Natsuki’s kiss, but she didn’t resist her lover’s affection beyond this. Natsuki lay down on her lover, making sure Shizuru didn’t move while she claimed what was rightfully hers. Once Natsuki could feel Shizuru melting into her kiss, she pulled back and whispered, “Those are mine. No one else’s.”

A faint blush had formed on Shizuru’s cheeks. She looked up at Natsuki and smiled softly. “I was worried that Natsuki was mad at me,” she said.

“I am,” Natsuki replied, furrowing her brow. “And I’m going to make sure you’re properly punished.” Before Shizuru could reply to this, Natsuki leaned down and planted her lips on Shizuru’s neck.

“Mm... Ah!” Shizuru said as Natsuki began to kiss and suck on her neck. “Perhaps I should make Natsuki mad more often...” At this, Natsuki gave Shizuru’s neck a light bite, warning her off of this line of thought. “Aie! I won’t, I promise!”

Natsuki pulled back, then planted a kiss on the spot she’d bitten. She pulled her head back so that she could look into Shizuru’s eyes. “Good. Otherwise, you won’t be able to get any of this,” she said, leaning down to capture Shizuru’s lips within a kiss once more. Shizuru had no problem relaxing into the kiss, but Natsuki was having a bit of trouble focusing just on it. She couldn’t help but think about how those lips of Shizuru’s had kissed the forehead of a Coral earlier today.

Letting out a growl, Natsuki pulled back from the kiss. She shifted backwards and sat up, bringing her hands to the hem of Shizuru’s blouse and pushing it upward. Shizuru was more than willing to help Natsuki remove the blouse, though Natsuki glared a bit at her as she pulled it up and over her head. Almost before it was completely removed, Natsuki placed her hands just below Shizuru’s breasts and pushed them upwards, pushing her fiancee’s bra upward and off of her breasts. Natsuki cupped the orbs in her hands and squeezed down on them, thinking not so much about her lover’s pleasure as about making sure that Shizuru knew that she belonged to Natsuki, and Natsuki alone.

“Uh! Natsuki...” Shizuru said, a bit awkwardly. “That’s... a bit rough...”

Natsuki froze in place. She loosened her grip on Shizuru’s breasts and looked up at her lover’s eyes. She was doing this for herself, not for Shizuru. She was trying to prove a point, but the only person she really needed to convince was herself. “I... I’m sorry,” she said, pulling her hands back from Shizuru’s breasts and crossing her arms, as if to hide the offending hands from Shizuru.

Shizuru shook her head slowly. “You don’t need to apologize, love,” she said. One of her hands found Natsuki’s knee, and she stroked a finger back and forth across it. “Sometimes trying something new doesn’t work out perfectly. But I’m sure if we go a bit more slowly, I’ll soon be begging you to squeeze my breasts like that. So... please?” Shizuru looked up at Natsuki with soft, inviting eyes.

“No...” Natsuki said. “This wasn’t right. I’m sorry. I’m just...” Natsuki paused, searching for the right words. “Why did you have to kiss her?” she said at last. “Things were... things were just fine between us, and then you went and did that. You told me you wouldn’t...”

Shizuru blinked slowly as she followed Natsuki’s line of thought. Eventually, she let out a sigh. “...I did, didn’t I?” Shizuru said, casting her gaze downward. “I... wasn’t really thinking. I did it automatically... I’d trained myself to do that to tease you when we’re in public. I thought I’d gotten past that... but I guess since I wasn’t having much luck with teasing you lately, I got a bit desperate...” Shizuru let out another sigh and shook her head. “I’m sorry. I’m the one at fault here.” Shizuru adjusted her bra so it covered her breasts once more, and she sat up. She placed a hand on Natsuki’s shoulder and said, “Forgive me?”

Natsuki didn’t have to think about the answer. Shizuru was sincere in her regret, and Natsuki could afford her one slip-up. “Alright,” Natsuki said. “Just don’t do it again, okay?”

Shizuru smiled at this and nodded. She leaned forward and planted a kiss on Natsuki’s cheek, then pulled back. Her hand traced down Natsuki’s shoulder and to her side. While she stroked it downward and then back up, she said, “Thank you.” Her other hand came up to rest on Natsuki’s cheek. “I’m sure Natsuki knows that she’s the most precious person in the world to me, but perhaps a reminder is in order of just how much I love her.”

“Mm... You don’t... have to...” Natsuki began to say, but the motions of Shizuru’s fingers across her stomach made it hard for her to protest. When Shizuru leaned in to plant a soft, lingering kiss on Natsuski’s lips, all thoughts of a protest were wiped from Natsuki’s mind.

Shizuru’s tongue came out to trace across Natsuki’s lips, but she pulled back soon after. “You were saying, love?”

“...Huh?” Natsuki said, trying to think back to what she’d said. She remember Shizuru’s tongue, Shizuru’s lips, a faint taste of tea... Maybe some words before that. Natsuki shook her head slowly. “Nothing important...”

“Good.” With this, Shizuru closed in to claim Natsuki’s lips once more, although this time, her tongue didn’t stop at licking across her lover’s lips. She pressed it slowly into Natsuki’s mouth, stroking gently across Natsuki’s own tongue. Natsuki opened her mouth to accommodate Shizuru, and she brushed her tongue against Shizuru’s while her lover explored her mouth.

Natsuki almost didn’t notice when Shizuru shifted her position. Her body reacted on instinct, leaning back against the couch while Shizuru’s hands began to unbutton her vest. Despite the fact that there were only a few buttons to undo, Shizuru took her sweet time with them to help prolong the moment. Natsuki wanted to help out, as the vest was keeping Shizuru’s hands from applying their touch to Natsuki’s aching breasts, but she somehow managed to resist. She wrapped her arms around Shizuru and let her hands stroke her lover’s back, hoping that by giving them something to do, it would be a bit easier to keep them from getting in Shizuru’s way.

The wait finally paid off when the last button was undone. Shizuru placed both of her hands between the sides of the vest and slowly opened it up, her hands cupping Natsuki’s breasts in the process. She pulled back from their kiss briefly and gazed into Natsuki’s eyes. “I love you,” she said. “Only you. Only, ever you, Natsuki.”

Natsuki melted into the couch as these words left Shizuru’s mouth. She could feel a blush rising to her cheeks. She tried to protest against it - That wasn’t a tease! That was sweet! - but it did no good in stemming the rush of blood. Eventually, Natsuki decided to simply accept it. She tried to respond to Shizuru, but her voice initially came out too high-pitched for her own comfort. After clearing her throat, she tried again. “I know... I love you too, Shizuru.”

Natsuki couldn’t pull her gaze away from Shizuru’s eyes, but she didn’t need to do so to be able to tell that her lover was smiling in response to this. Shizuru’s eyes soon drifted closed as she leaned forward to plant a kiss on Natsuki’s lips once more. Natsuki hummed lightly as she kissed Shizuru, and she began to stroke her hands slowly up and down Shizuru’s back.

Shizuru’s hands hadn’t moved much since she’d placed them on Natsuki’s breasts, and so Natsuki had almost forgotten about the fact that they were there. Once Shizuru began to tenderly massage Natsuki’s breasts, however, her touch became impossible to ignore. Natsuki’s hum turned into something of a moan as Shizuru’s hands worked their magic on her. She leaned against the couch and arched her back toward Shizuru, wanting to feel ever more of her lover’s touch.

Even though Shizuru responded by squeezing Natsuki’s breasts just a bit more firmly, it wasn’t enough. It was never enough. Natsuki could surrender to Shizuru, and let her lover drive her to a world of passion, and she would still find herself wanting more. The only time this urge seemed to fade from her was when Shizuru had given Natsuki so much pleasure that she passed out afterward. But even then, Shizuru had told Natsuki that she would spend the entire night glued to Shizuru in her sleep. Natsuki had always considered Shizuru to be insatiable, but perhaps Shizuru wasn’t the only one.

When Shizuru finally pulled back from their kiss, Natsuki was easily able to read the message in her lover’s eyes. Shizuru backed off of Natsuki’s lap for a moment, and Natsuki turned and lay back on the couch. She raised her hips up to help Shizuru strip her of her pants and panties, watching Shizuru’s face all the while. Natsuki couldn’t help but smile. It never failed. Every single time that Shizuru got to see Natsuki’s naked body, she would take a moment to look it over in appreciation, often licking her lips hungrily.

“See something you’d like to eat?” Natsuki said, hoping that Shizuru would take the hint.

Shizuru raised an eyebrow. “Is that an offer, love?”

“I wouldn’t put it so politely,” Natsuki said, narrowing her eyes. “You do owe me a kiss, after all. With interest.”

Shizuru let out a giggle at this. “Far be it for me to leave such a debt outstanding,” she said. She crawled up over Natsuki’s body, and then leaned down to plant a quick kiss on Natsuki’s lips. Natsuki growled at what she saw as an attempt by Shizuru to cheat her way out of proper repayment, but Shizuru grinned and said, “And now, for the interest...”

Shizuru brought one of her hands up to cup Natsuki’s breast, while she kissed her way down from Natsuki’s mouth to her chest. Her hand squeezed in on Natsuki’s breast, then released it one finger at a time. She repeated this treatment, massaging the mound slowly, while her mouth made its way to Natsuki’s other breast. Natsuki let out a low growl as warmth built up within her breasts, and her breathing began to deepen.

Just when the need within Natsuki’s breasts was about to turn into an ache, Shizuru’s pace picked up. She squeezed Natsuki’s breast just a bit more firmly while her mouth sucked down on the other one, causing a burst of pleasure to spread through Natsuki’s chest. Natsuki didn’t realize until after the burst had passed that she’d let out a squeak during it, but thankfully, Shizuru didn’t mention it. This didn’t stop Natsuki’s face from filling with a blush, but she was soon unable to think about that as the pleasure coming from her breasts was overwhelming any other possible thought process.

“Shi-Shizuru!” Natsuki called out, even though she wasn’t entirely sure what she was calling out for.

Shizuru, however, seemed to have a bit of an idea. She pulled back from Natsuki’s breast, and she traced her free hand down Natsuki’s side. “Ara? Is Natsuki getting a bit impatient? Well, I’ll have to see what I can do about that...” she said.

Of course, this just caused Natsuki’s blush to get worse. She opened her mouth to protest, but as Shizuru chose just that moment to give Natsuki’s breasts a squeeze, all that came out was a weak moan. Natsuki turned her head to the side to hide at least half of her blush from Shizuru, and she tried not to think about it as Shizuru began to kiss her way down Natsuki’s stomach. It became easier for Natsuki to distract herself as the kisses reached her waistline, but Shizuru chose this moment to halt her progress, for some unknown reason.

Natsuki was just about to protest, but the feeling of Shizuru’s hand lightly brushing her inner thigh wiped any thoughts of protest from Natsuki’s mind. She settled for letting out a sigh as she spread her legs for Shizuru. Her lover was moving slowly here, but Natsuki wasn’t going to argue with that, just as long as Shizuru did, in fact, keep moving. Her hand traced circles around Natsuki’s thigh and moved slowly upward and inward, though right before it reached her crotch, Natsuki felt Shizuru blow a gentle gust of warm air onto her sex.

Shizuru’s breath seemed to light a small fire within Natsuki’s crotch, and Natsuki shifted her legs on instinct as she tried to deal with the sudden need for contact. She didn’t need to wait long, though, as Shizuru’s fingers soon pressed down on Natsuki’s slit. Shizuru traced her fingers slowly up and down, occasionally blowing another breath of air against Natsuki’s sex, and she gradually opened Natsuki’s slit up and began to explore deeper.

It became harder for Natsuki to breathe steadily with Shizuru’s touch causing her so many small bursts of pleasure. When she tried to calm her breathing, she only ended up letting out a long moan with each breath. Holding her breath helped for a bit, but when she finally succumbed to the need to breathe, she ended up nearly letting out a scream. Natsuki grasped the couch beneath herself and tried to hold herself down, but it was getting more and more difficult.

It was at this point that Natsuki realized that Shizuru had barely started. Her finger brushed over Natsuki’s clit, and Natsuki was unable to resist letting out a sharp moan at the sudden blast of pleasure that spread through her body. She tried to relax, but she didn’t have a chance before Shizuru’s finger touched Natsuki’s clit again. And again. And again, pressing onto it this time. Natsuki had to bite her lower lip to keep herself from letting out a scream until Shizuru released her clit.

Natsuki panted as Shizuru gave her clit a break. One of Shizuru’s hands found Natsuki’s hand, and her lover gave it a gentle squeeze. “I love you, Natsuki. Never forget that,” Shizuru whispered, just before she leaned in to plant a kiss on Natsuki’s clit. A rush of warmth spread through Natsuki’s body. Whether it was from Shizuru’s words or from her kiss, Natsuki didn’t know, but her body only got warmer when Shizuru’s tongue made its way out to slowly lick around Natsuki’s slit.

“Ah... ah...” Natsuki couldn’t help but moan in time with the motions of Shizuru’s tongue. She squeezed onto Shizuru’s hand as she tried to hold herself steady, but it was a losing battle. The pleasure was coming too frequently and too intensely for Natsuki to resist. After this long together, Shizuru knew every trick for driving Natsuki wild, and her tongue had become quite adept at the motions required to touch all the most sensitive spots within Natsuki.

By the time Shizuru began to actually press her tongue inside Natsuki, she almost didn’t need to. Natsuki was in such a haze of pleasure that the slightest extra touch from Shizuru would have been enough to push her over the edge, and this was far more than enough. Natsuki let out a final, long moan as her body exploded in sensation. A warm wave crashed through her body, and her muscles spasmed in turn as the wave hit them.

When it was all over, Natsuki could feel nothing but Shizuru crawling up on top of her. Natsuki quickly wrapped her arms around Shizuru as soon as her fiancee was close enough, and she pulled Shizuru tightly against her body to try to hold in the warmth that Shizuru had just given to Natsuki. Natsuki didn’t try to speak for a while, simply letting out a soft hum. Eventually, she spoke just a few words. “Thank you... My love...”

Shizuru adjusted her position so that she could look down into Natsuki’s eyes. “Anytime, for you, Natsuki. Only you.” With this, Shizuru leaned down and touched her lips to Natsuki’s, causing a warmth to spread out once more from Natsuki’s chest.

writing, anime, mai, shiznat

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