Oct 03, 2004 01:15
i have issues, i want to voice some of them, for if i dont, I WILL EXPLODE! but they wont make sense, they me seem rather selfish, petty, or whatever, but dude, its killing me cause its all i think about. and then i get mad for thinking about it and then im just like oh well im going to go eat now so i can forget it. then i get all depressed because i just ate food that wasnt at all necessary. then i go and write about it in my journal which takes me on a tirade of my issues. WHAT THE HECK??? It is a NEVERENDING cycle of, to put it bluntly, shit.
im messed up up there.
lee
p.s. i am "at that time of the month" and whoa are my moods 1)swinging this way and that but 2)conflicting with each other.
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