Rambling...
Well I haven't updated this in the past few days. No reason really, other than the lack of ambition to do so. Ahh..who cares.
The past few days have been fine...nothing spectacular. Nothing dramatic..just another wed, thurs, and friday...school, work.. barf barf barf.
My life really doesn't do any sort of loops or up or downs...pretty steady. Some people really like that "security", but I don't. I get too bored with it. I need new and exciting things to happen on occasion. Yeah a lot of people say that you're supposed to make your own ups and loops and whatnot..but I"m not for that either. Maybe that just makes me lazy, but again...tough titty said the kitty. I"m just "coasting" I guess. I may not gain a lot of respect in the grand scheme of things because of that, but I do feel like I own my own life and have made the decisions that encourage things to happen the way that they have.
A lot of people have a lot of philosophical views on certain aspects of life. I COMPLETELY respect people who have spent enough time evaluating their OWN life in order to build those philosophies, however, I have little patience for those people that continue to step on others' impressions of life or themselves simply because they THINK that they have figured everyone out when they haven't even looked at themselves. If one tries to force their opinion on others but then doesn't really know where their opinion comes from or refuses to listen to others' opinions really just end up looking ignorant and arogant. Whenever I feel like someone else is judging my life I laugh because how the HELL can anyone EVER judge my life? Who's to say that what they believe to be the "right" decisions or the "right priorities" are correct? Like I said...although some may think that I conform or I"m shallow or other bullshit I really could care less. I'm always willing to learn about other peoples' thoughts and opinions but typically...if you shove them in my face and try to force me to feel that same way I am almost GUARANTEED to think the opposite...don't try to mold my mind into your own.
Wow...I'm really not sure where that rampage came from...just something I had to get out I guess......*deep breath*. I'm going to sleep.
GOoDnIgHt.
~LeAh
The past few days have been fine...nothing spectacular. Nothing dramatic..just another wed, thurs, and friday...school, work.. barf barf barf.
My life really doesn't do any sort of loops or up or downs...pretty steady. Some people really like that "security", but I don't. I get too bored with it. I need new and exciting things to happen on occasion. Yeah a lot of people say that you're supposed to make your own ups and loops and whatnot..but I"m not for that either. Maybe that just makes me lazy, but again...tough titty said the kitty. I"m just "coasting" I guess. I may not gain a lot of respect in the grand scheme of things because of that, but I do feel like I own my own life and have made the decisions that encourage things to happen the way that they have.
A lot of people have a lot of philosophical views on certain aspects of life. I COMPLETELY respect people who have spent enough time evaluating their OWN life in order to build those philosophies, however, I have little patience for those people that continue to step on others' impressions of life or themselves simply because they THINK that they have figured everyone out when they haven't even looked at themselves. If one tries to force their opinion on others but then doesn't really know where their opinion comes from or refuses to listen to others' opinions really just end up looking ignorant and arogant. Whenever I feel like someone else is judging my life I laugh because how the HELL can anyone EVER judge my life? Who's to say that what they believe to be the "right" decisions or the "right priorities" are correct? Like I said...although some may think that I conform or I"m shallow or other bullshit I really could care less. I'm always willing to learn about other peoples' thoughts and opinions but typically...if you shove them in my face and try to force me to feel that same way I am almost GUARANTEED to think the opposite...don't try to mold my mind into your own.
Wow...I'm really not sure where that rampage came from...just something I had to get out I guess......*deep breath*. I'm going to sleep.
GOoDnIgHt.
~LeAh