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Heather Moody..
I can not believe you have the BALLS to say the shit you're saying! I've slept with my share of people, YES.. I won't deny it. I'm not ashamed. Just because Mike is gone & I do still love him, DOES NOT mean that I am going to live the rest of my life alone w/ no one. Don't act like I have no right to be happy or try to make a new life for myself. I HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO WHAT I WANT. "Mike's dead.. i'm gonna go have fun.".. <--- HOW DARE YOU EVEN SAY THAT. What right do you think you have saying any of this shit to me? You have NO right at all.
My biggest thing is that you brought Mike up saying that he was going dump me?? Ummm no hunny.! He's fucking gone.. what do you have to fucking gain by saying this? It's RUDE and disrespectful.. not only to me, but also to HIM. You always say he's looking down on me watching.. well, right now he's watching me and he's not thinking "oh that bitch.." he's thinking "as long as she's happy, i'm happy because i know we love each other and i may not be there anymore, but she is and she has to live her life". You WERE not there the night before he died when he told me that I was the best thing in his life and that he always wanted to be with me. YOU ARE JEALOUS. Mike & I had what everyone dreams of having. Nothing you say to me will take away from what me and him shared. I don't have to wonder if our love was real, because I know it was. As if you would bring him up in the first place.. disrespecting the dead when if he was here, I know he'd have his fare share of things he'd say to you.. and they wouldn't be anything pretty. I know him better than you, better than anyone. I don't NEED to worry about what he feels or what he felt.. I KNOW. and it's quite obvious that you were fucking 'in love' w/ Mike.. YOU DIDN'T KNOW HIM AS WELL AS YOU THINK YOU DID.. YOU WERENT LIKE A FUCKING SISTER TO HIM AND HE WASNT A BROTHER TO YOU, SEEINGS HOW HE DIDNT LIKE YOU VERY MUCH ANYWAY. HE WAS NICE TO YOU BECAUSE THAT'S THE KIND OF PERSON HE WAS. A NICE GUY. GET THE FUCK OVER THE FACT THAT YOU ARENT AND WERENT THE PERSON WHO KNOWS HIM BEST. It's sad when even his own Dad doesn't like you and YES I did tell him about you saying that I never would have met Mike if it wasnt for you.. BULL FUCKING SHIT. YOU DID NOT KNOW MIKE WHEN I MET HIM AND I DIDN'T KNOW YOU EITHER. Grow the fuck up and have more fucking respect for people who lost people that they love. How would you feel if people said all this shit to you if Bickford died?? You wouldn't be feeling too fucking hot.
and DJ??? HELLO.. there WAS a day when I asked him what he thought of you and your family.. "they're a bunch of fuckin psycho's that belong in a nut house and heather's nothing but a fat usless cunt." CALL HIM. ASK HIM. Me and him werent together for a lil bit, but he came back to me because he loves me.. just the way Mike always did.. SO sorry that you're relationship with Bickford is fucked up.. but you guys are two very fucked up people. I'm actually surprised you don't get along better.. you're both fucking retarded.
My mother cheats on my step-dad. <--- Lets talk about that. Ummmm.. NO. and all I can do is laugh at this, because it's just too stupid of a thought. When are they ever apart??????? Dumbass.
As if you need to make up shit about everyone else to make yourself feel better or look better. It's fucking childish. My mother had me at 19 years old?? SO WHAT. She was an adult. She didn't fuck someone when she was 15 and had a kid at 16. Talk about responsiblity. YOU HAVE NONE. The state pays for you and then you have your job on top of that to get extra money.
and the whole you and Bickford thing.. 'i'm staying with one guy.. blah blah blah..' thats why you guys break up every fucking 2 minutes and you use Caleb against Mike. You're fucking dumb. You're not a good mother. I never thought you were fit to be a mother. I've told you that before.
I have a list of things you've done to Caleb that either mom, scott, sam, kevin, or myself have witnessed. YOU'RE NOT GOOD TO YOUR KID. You take him in, showing him off in public, the minute you're behind closed doors, you're a bitch.
You're such a fucking dumbass.. your last entry was saying how sorry you were and shit and how you wanna work on things, then the second WE don't want to accept what you're saying, OH, we're SLUTS again. GROW THE FUCK UP.
I'm so finished with anything that has to do with you. The last year you've been nothing but annoying. YOU'RE NOT MY FUCKING MOTHER. Don't worry about what I do.. just because YOU can't do it yourself. God wasn't vain when he was making you.. he took leftover shit and threw together and said "HEY, it's heather. look the fuck out."
I'm done with you..
but just so we're CLEAR..
You and I will NEVER be friends again.
I loved Mike more than anything and still do.. ALWAYS will. If God would grant me one thing, he would be that I would be in Heaven and Mike would still be here.
I'm happy with DJ. That's what happens when 2 people love each other. They stay together threw thick and thin. We hear our fair share of things about each other everyday, but as long as we're true to each other, that's all we need.
Stop bringing up shit that's no one's business. Did you ever see me writing shit about you in My journal after we got in this fight? No. But now I am because it's fucking pathetic.
Everyone can believe what they want to believe.. I don't give two shits. I'm just over it.
I can not believe you have the BALLS to say the shit you're saying! I've slept with my share of people, YES.. I won't deny it. I'm not ashamed. Just because Mike is gone & I do still love him, DOES NOT mean that I am going to live the rest of my life alone w/ no one. Don't act like I have no right to be happy or try to make a new life for myself. I HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO WHAT I WANT. "Mike's dead.. i'm gonna go have fun.".. <--- HOW DARE YOU EVEN SAY THAT. What right do you think you have saying any of this shit to me? You have NO right at all.
My biggest thing is that you brought Mike up saying that he was going dump me?? Ummm no hunny.! He's fucking gone.. what do you have to fucking gain by saying this? It's RUDE and disrespectful.. not only to me, but also to HIM. You always say he's looking down on me watching.. well, right now he's watching me and he's not thinking "oh that bitch.." he's thinking "as long as she's happy, i'm happy because i know we love each other and i may not be there anymore, but she is and she has to live her life". You WERE not there the night before he died when he told me that I was the best thing in his life and that he always wanted to be with me. YOU ARE JEALOUS. Mike & I had what everyone dreams of having. Nothing you say to me will take away from what me and him shared. I don't have to wonder if our love was real, because I know it was. As if you would bring him up in the first place.. disrespecting the dead when if he was here, I know he'd have his fare share of things he'd say to you.. and they wouldn't be anything pretty. I know him better than you, better than anyone. I don't NEED to worry about what he feels or what he felt.. I KNOW. and it's quite obvious that you were fucking 'in love' w/ Mike.. YOU DIDN'T KNOW HIM AS WELL AS YOU THINK YOU DID.. YOU WERENT LIKE A FUCKING SISTER TO HIM AND HE WASNT A BROTHER TO YOU, SEEINGS HOW HE DIDNT LIKE YOU VERY MUCH ANYWAY. HE WAS NICE TO YOU BECAUSE THAT'S THE KIND OF PERSON HE WAS. A NICE GUY. GET THE FUCK OVER THE FACT THAT YOU ARENT AND WERENT THE PERSON WHO KNOWS HIM BEST. It's sad when even his own Dad doesn't like you and YES I did tell him about you saying that I never would have met Mike if it wasnt for you.. BULL FUCKING SHIT. YOU DID NOT KNOW MIKE WHEN I MET HIM AND I DIDN'T KNOW YOU EITHER. Grow the fuck up and have more fucking respect for people who lost people that they love. How would you feel if people said all this shit to you if Bickford died?? You wouldn't be feeling too fucking hot.
and DJ??? HELLO.. there WAS a day when I asked him what he thought of you and your family.. "they're a bunch of fuckin psycho's that belong in a nut house and heather's nothing but a fat usless cunt." CALL HIM. ASK HIM. Me and him werent together for a lil bit, but he came back to me because he loves me.. just the way Mike always did.. SO sorry that you're relationship with Bickford is fucked up.. but you guys are two very fucked up people. I'm actually surprised you don't get along better.. you're both fucking retarded.
My mother cheats on my step-dad. <--- Lets talk about that. Ummmm.. NO. and all I can do is laugh at this, because it's just too stupid of a thought. When are they ever apart??????? Dumbass.
As if you need to make up shit about everyone else to make yourself feel better or look better. It's fucking childish. My mother had me at 19 years old?? SO WHAT. She was an adult. She didn't fuck someone when she was 15 and had a kid at 16. Talk about responsiblity. YOU HAVE NONE. The state pays for you and then you have your job on top of that to get extra money.
and the whole you and Bickford thing.. 'i'm staying with one guy.. blah blah blah..' thats why you guys break up every fucking 2 minutes and you use Caleb against Mike. You're fucking dumb. You're not a good mother. I never thought you were fit to be a mother. I've told you that before.
I have a list of things you've done to Caleb that either mom, scott, sam, kevin, or myself have witnessed. YOU'RE NOT GOOD TO YOUR KID. You take him in, showing him off in public, the minute you're behind closed doors, you're a bitch.
You're such a fucking dumbass.. your last entry was saying how sorry you were and shit and how you wanna work on things, then the second WE don't want to accept what you're saying, OH, we're SLUTS again. GROW THE FUCK UP.
I'm so finished with anything that has to do with you. The last year you've been nothing but annoying. YOU'RE NOT MY FUCKING MOTHER. Don't worry about what I do.. just because YOU can't do it yourself. God wasn't vain when he was making you.. he took leftover shit and threw together and said "HEY, it's heather. look the fuck out."
I'm done with you..
but just so we're CLEAR..
You and I will NEVER be friends again.
I loved Mike more than anything and still do.. ALWAYS will. If God would grant me one thing, he would be that I would be in Heaven and Mike would still be here.
I'm happy with DJ. That's what happens when 2 people love each other. They stay together threw thick and thin. We hear our fair share of things about each other everyday, but as long as we're true to each other, that's all we need.
Stop bringing up shit that's no one's business. Did you ever see me writing shit about you in My journal after we got in this fight? No. But now I am because it's fucking pathetic.
Everyone can believe what they want to believe.. I don't give two shits. I'm just over it.