Jun 03, 2006 21:57
Why is it that everytime I like someone and I think they like me back it turns out they like one of my good friends.And ironically it keeps turning out to be the same girl everytime that I end up having to hear them gush about.And why is it that he led me on?Led me to believe that he might actually have something more in mind than just friends.I knew that there might be a chance that he liked her from the beginning...but today it was like all the attention was on me...I had his focus and I was the object of flirtation...but no...I never get the guy do I.I tried to stop myself from falling so heavy so hard so soon...and I actually slowed myself down before the fall out...but here's the thing...I asked him...I said "do you like her?" when i already knew the answer...And I don't know why I couldn't leave myself in a state of blessed ignorance?Why am I still thinking about him?