why cant all movies be about war

[lee_lee04]

I hate movies about love they always make me wish that I had that kind of love. The kind of love that you only find in movies (how cliché is that statement) like the kind of love that a guy would stand in the rain for hours waiting for you to get home. Or the kind of love that could overcome anything that life brings to them with out the slightest hesitation. The kind of love that is ever lasting and unconditional. I thought that I had that once but I lost it. I thought that our love could over come any and every thing that happened to us but I was wrong and now I am scared that it will happen again. I have a guy how would stand in the rain for hours until I got home. I have a guy who buys me things just because he knows that I will like them. I have a guy who sends my mom flowers when she is sick. I have a wonderful guy who would miss half of his trip to Mexico just so I can go to a concert that I have been dieing to go to he even would buy me the tickets. I have a guy who would ditch his friends to just spend five minutes with me; but why cant I have more than a friendship with this guy is it because I wont let my self or is it just because I don’t share the same feelings I mean how could I not like this guy who seems so perfect in every way other than the fact that he knows me better than almost anyone. It may not be any of those reasons. I have this funny feeling that it’s the love that fell apart because for some reason I cant seem to let it go. I can’t seem to just take all of the thoughts and put them away like I have done with every other relationship. Has this past love messed me up for life?
I FUCKING HATE MOVIES ABOUT LOVE THEY ALWAYS MAKE YOU WANT SOMETHING THAT YOU CANT EVER HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!