An extreme, desolate darkness...
Have you ever felt a sudden surge of feeling.. it's almost unearthly, like you're diving into someone else's soul..? I just had that feeling... I decided to reflect on it. I feel I've had a outer-body experience, a spiritual feeling.. I felt sudden pain, and not the kind you get from your period, cause its' already gone.. I felt my heart wrench from my chest in the deepest of auguish.. as if I've lost one of the most important people in my life.. I feel empty suddenly.. like the sun will never shine again..
I'm afraid that this will consume me.. and I've never felt like this before.. well I have.. but this feeling doesn't belong to me.. I've been very happy lately, despite a bit of stress here and there.
I don't want anybody to see me this way, because this feeling does not belong to me.. this energy is so heavy that even the guy next to me (Vu) can feel it.. I wasn't even looking at him (While crying my eyes out) and he already knew.
I'm afraid that this will consume me.. and I've never felt like this before.. well I have.. but this feeling doesn't belong to me.. I've been very happy lately, despite a bit of stress here and there.
I don't want anybody to see me this way, because this feeling does not belong to me.. this energy is so heavy that even the guy next to me (Vu) can feel it.. I wasn't even looking at him (While crying my eyes out) and he already knew.