Nov 14, 2006 23:38
All right, this shit ain't cool. I'm am SO SICK of this Jess girl and Shari. I FUCK THE GUY, HE BELONGS TO ME! You know what... this is fucked up... it's story time bitches.
I was dating Anthony and was SOOOOOOOOOOOO happy. I loved him. I know I did. But then he broke up with my saying that he had some issues with himself that he needed to work out and wanted to be single again. That and he said that it wasn't fair to me because I loved him and he didn't love me, even though he told me that he loved me. So, he lied to me. Weeelll, not exactly... he said that at first he loved me, but then it was like on again off again. I said to him "how can you sometimes love someone? You either some someone or you don't! There's no grey area!" So it's been two weeks since we broke up and I'm still miserable. I really do love him and I know that part of me always will. THEN the stupid bitch tells me that he has a slight interest in these two other girls! I'm like, WHAT? EXCUSE ME? HELL NO YOU DON'T FUCKER! You can have sex with me and then tell me that you like these other girls! Oh, excuse me, he said that he had a "slight interest in them but [isn't] going to pursue anything". I don't know why I'm still doing him... I said to him on Sunday "look, I'm not trying to be a bitch or give you an ultimatum, but if there's no chance of us getting back together then I don't think that we should be having sex anymore." Then he hands me the bottle of KY and I said "wait, what are you telling me?" and he said "If there was no chance then I would have given you the condoms too." This is mo' messed up! I'm CRAZY about the guy but he's jerking me around here and hurting me right and left. My thought is is that even though things are shitty right now, they're going to clear up and things will get better. I can deal with his bullshit because I love him. However, when do I say "enough is enough"? I can't wait for this guy forever. I'm not going to stop my life and wait around for him to get his head out of his motherfucking ass.
He's got this best friend, Shari, and this bitch commands SO MUCH of his time that it pisses the hell out of me! I'm like, bitch(!) step the fuck off before I beat your skanky ass up! And then there's this Jess girl. She's now number one on his myspace friends list... I USED TO BE NUMBER ONE! And she's one of the girls who he has a "slight interest" in. To that I say "FUCK YOU!" And besides, I'm waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay prettier than these two girls... combined! Jess is really fat, I mean like 400 lbs fat. Nothing aginst fat girls, but she doesn't NOT carry the weight well (I on the other hand do). And Shari is so fucking nasty. She thinks that she's the shit when she's really nothing but trailer trash.
This drama is so bullshit! It's so highschool! It's sooooo Kimball. Haha! Damn I miss that place. I'd give anything for one more semester there. I should have purposly failed senior year. lol