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Anthony asked me out again last nite... what the hell am I supposed to say to that? "Sorry, I used to love you and there's a distinct chance that I still might, but I'm really trying to hold out for something better to come along." Besides, he's 3 and a half hours away from me. And I feel like he holds me back. But the time I spend with him is so great. But then, after I bitched and moaned about the fact that he's not going to college (he's 21 for godsakes! he can't work at Burger King for the rest of his life!) he said that he's going to take the ACT and try to get into Ferris. I was shocked. I said "really?" and he said "yeah, I'm tired of just talking about it. I'm ready to actually do it". Then I said "you've made me so happy". So, we'll see how this one pans out. He's probably just saying that so I'll get off his back. I really do like him. He's a good friend. But am I truely meant to be with him?