You Know What, Drama Like This Should Happen In High School, Not Summer Break

Jun 22, 2006 23:08

PAGING SARAH DREWS, PAGING SARAH DREWS.
SARAH DREWS, PLEASE PICK UP LINE ONE AND CALL FIONA IMMEDIATLY FOR SOME VERY IMPORTANT STUFF. THANK YOU

Today was just another day filled with anxiety and frustration.
Goddamnit.. I fucking hate everything right now. Everything and pretty much everyone is pissing me off in one way or another.

Ok, month or so ago, I totally crashed. And of course, I can't get out of it. This problem is comsuming my life; taking over every part of me and becoming an obsession. Every morning I wake up and continually nurse a hopeless fantasy. I think to myself "hey, maybe today will be different. Maybe things will turn around. Maybe he'll call" or "maybe I'll just happen to see him". I even consulted tarot cards about this! I mean, come ON! Who the hell does that?!
If you know what I'm talking about, don't lecture me about it. I'm sick of feeling like I'm so wrong and such a terrible person. Most of this situation could have been avoided anyways...

And to top it all off, when the weather's really REALLY hot and sticky, I get sick. Nauceous sick. To the point where I can't eat.

this is so stupid.
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