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Yesterday there were no exams.
-There was Kelsey's house and a big comfy bed to sit on and study review sheets and jawbreakers that tasted like soda and taking a break to watch Lazy Sunday on her ridiculous new iPod.
-There was a study group at Friendlies with Mike and Sybil, and expensive appetizers and big salads with only a small amount of studying, and a spilled drink, and Josh appears!, and Mike's awkward high-five, and stories of Peru and other strange things, and lots of ice cream and smiles.
Today there were exams.
-There was a screaming fight with my mother at 7 in the morning and wearing pajamas and wandering into school and taking Exam #1 and writing it by hand while all the juniors got to type theirs because seniors couldn't log in, and collapsing at the Spot for 30 minutes after.
-There was Exam #2 which was way too easy so I probably did horribly, and more writing, and hand cramps, and sitting next to wierd freshmen and 3 lollypops and diet orange soda and collapsing at the Spot again.
-There were rehearsals immediately after, and nobody knew what to do because we put this off until last minute, and we didn't get much done, and I fucked up every time I opened my mouth, and I'm scared because we have 7 rehearsals left, and people constantly don't come to practice and don't take things seriously, and Kristin is doing all she can and I just want to hug her and strangle people who won't listen to her, and I wan't this play to be great but if people don't work it won't be, and I'm trying to figure out when and how this whole thing will come together and it's STRESSFUL.
I'm not doing too well right now. I can't wait for this week to end.
-There was Kelsey's house and a big comfy bed to sit on and study review sheets and jawbreakers that tasted like soda and taking a break to watch Lazy Sunday on her ridiculous new iPod.
-There was a study group at Friendlies with Mike and Sybil, and expensive appetizers and big salads with only a small amount of studying, and a spilled drink, and Josh appears!, and Mike's awkward high-five, and stories of Peru and other strange things, and lots of ice cream and smiles.
Today there were exams.
-There was a screaming fight with my mother at 7 in the morning and wearing pajamas and wandering into school and taking Exam #1 and writing it by hand while all the juniors got to type theirs because seniors couldn't log in, and collapsing at the Spot for 30 minutes after.
-There was Exam #2 which was way too easy so I probably did horribly, and more writing, and hand cramps, and sitting next to wierd freshmen and 3 lollypops and diet orange soda and collapsing at the Spot again.
-There were rehearsals immediately after, and nobody knew what to do because we put this off until last minute, and we didn't get much done, and I fucked up every time I opened my mouth, and I'm scared because we have 7 rehearsals left, and people constantly don't come to practice and don't take things seriously, and Kristin is doing all she can and I just want to hug her and strangle people who won't listen to her, and I wan't this play to be great but if people don't work it won't be, and I'm trying to figure out when and how this whole thing will come together and it's STRESSFUL.
I'm not doing too well right now. I can't wait for this week to end.