College
You have to be wondering about how good or bad your professor is when
A. They only have a masters
B. They lecture straight from the book
C. She numbers off your class into ones and twos for a "class project" hmmmmmmmm….. 3rd grade
This class is so boring because she doesn't really know what she's doing. I could just as easily study in my room for an hour and a half twice a week and pass these tests. God…..
The guys in this class only like it cause they think she's hot. I wonder, really badly, how she'll be in several years, since this must be one of her first years. There's no way, with how young she is, that she's got more than that in yet. She either needs to change, or like… go to teach 2nd-5th grade.
This semester might not be the greatest one. I've got a lot of boring classes, I suppose that means easy, but still. Bio 102 is like….. retarded, because I know everything they're talking about, and I know all the answers, and yet I couldn't test out of it, because the test would have meant I needed to know every species name for every animal and plant known to man. Sigh. I really don't want to be in that class. But I can't take classes next semester that I need without it.
I'm starting to kind of understand why Jerry didn't want to go to class last semester, because some of these classes are so boring that I'm having problems staying awake in them. Especially when I know more about the biology of the human brain then the professor and I still have to be there.
This semester hasn't gotten off on a good foot though. First I was really homesick. Then the whole basketball fiasco. Plus that stupid test thingy to get outta Bio really kinda annoyed me and upset me. Now, I'm wondering what's going on with my bf, because he's been a little off since last night. His away message said he was out driving all night long. I'm worried about him. I wish he'd just like, talk to me or something about things that bother him, and what's going on in his life, but that doesn't seem to be what we do in this relationship. Doesn't seem like a good system to me. But he's got this whole idea that because he's a gamer, and a nerd that he has to make up for that by trying to be "manly" in other words not talking about his feelings, always talking about sex, and hot chicks, and over loading on porn. To me, that just makes him a chauvinist, that he thinks there a way that a man "should" act and a way that a woman "should" act and that he has to follow these rules. Or maybe it's a college thing, and I just don't get this whole college thing. I'm just waiting for it to not be college anymore, because a lot of the guys around here I can't stand. They objectify women, and act like all life is about is sex and alcohol. There's a part of me that can't stand being here, but there's a part of me that knows that I have to be here.
I don't know why some people are even in college. I'm here to learn and study, and get the job I want in the future. Isn't that what you're supposed to go to college? It seems like some people are here to find their future wives/husbands and drink themselves to death. I saw people who were able to do that in Crystal Lake, they shoulda stayed home. Some people are here to get away from their parents. They should have just moved out. Some people are here because they "wanna make good money when they grow up." They should have just joined a union. As far as I'm concerned, if you don't want to learn and study, you shouldn't be in college.
It makes me wonder about people in general. I hope not everyone is like the people here. I want high school back, where people had depth, and thoughts, and creativity, and feelings. Where although we had drama, we had people who we could talk to about what was going on, and people who would listen to us on those nights when everything was going to fall apart. I want high school poetry readings back where people read their inner most feelings, and played songs where we bared our souls. No one here has a soul, or feelings, or problems, because they hide them in their addictions. It's so false, and terrible.
Sigh.
Where are the people who feel like me?
A. They only have a masters
B. They lecture straight from the book
C. She numbers off your class into ones and twos for a "class project" hmmmmmmmm….. 3rd grade
This class is so boring because she doesn't really know what she's doing. I could just as easily study in my room for an hour and a half twice a week and pass these tests. God…..
The guys in this class only like it cause they think she's hot. I wonder, really badly, how she'll be in several years, since this must be one of her first years. There's no way, with how young she is, that she's got more than that in yet. She either needs to change, or like… go to teach 2nd-5th grade.
This semester might not be the greatest one. I've got a lot of boring classes, I suppose that means easy, but still. Bio 102 is like….. retarded, because I know everything they're talking about, and I know all the answers, and yet I couldn't test out of it, because the test would have meant I needed to know every species name for every animal and plant known to man. Sigh. I really don't want to be in that class. But I can't take classes next semester that I need without it.
I'm starting to kind of understand why Jerry didn't want to go to class last semester, because some of these classes are so boring that I'm having problems staying awake in them. Especially when I know more about the biology of the human brain then the professor and I still have to be there.
This semester hasn't gotten off on a good foot though. First I was really homesick. Then the whole basketball fiasco. Plus that stupid test thingy to get outta Bio really kinda annoyed me and upset me. Now, I'm wondering what's going on with my bf, because he's been a little off since last night. His away message said he was out driving all night long. I'm worried about him. I wish he'd just like, talk to me or something about things that bother him, and what's going on in his life, but that doesn't seem to be what we do in this relationship. Doesn't seem like a good system to me. But he's got this whole idea that because he's a gamer, and a nerd that he has to make up for that by trying to be "manly" in other words not talking about his feelings, always talking about sex, and hot chicks, and over loading on porn. To me, that just makes him a chauvinist, that he thinks there a way that a man "should" act and a way that a woman "should" act and that he has to follow these rules. Or maybe it's a college thing, and I just don't get this whole college thing. I'm just waiting for it to not be college anymore, because a lot of the guys around here I can't stand. They objectify women, and act like all life is about is sex and alcohol. There's a part of me that can't stand being here, but there's a part of me that knows that I have to be here.
I don't know why some people are even in college. I'm here to learn and study, and get the job I want in the future. Isn't that what you're supposed to go to college? It seems like some people are here to find their future wives/husbands and drink themselves to death. I saw people who were able to do that in Crystal Lake, they shoulda stayed home. Some people are here to get away from their parents. They should have just moved out. Some people are here because they "wanna make good money when they grow up." They should have just joined a union. As far as I'm concerned, if you don't want to learn and study, you shouldn't be in college.
It makes me wonder about people in general. I hope not everyone is like the people here. I want high school back, where people had depth, and thoughts, and creativity, and feelings. Where although we had drama, we had people who we could talk to about what was going on, and people who would listen to us on those nights when everything was going to fall apart. I want high school poetry readings back where people read their inner most feelings, and played songs where we bared our souls. No one here has a soul, or feelings, or problems, because they hide them in their addictions. It's so false, and terrible.
Sigh.
Where are the people who feel like me?