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I only update this when I am very drunk and most likly nude in my room. I just put alex to bed because he would not put any clothes on and was peeing in the street. Gavin stole a bike tonight, and Darren is angry becasue we wont let him sleep. things are crazy and cant be controled, even by ej who I think is doing his best,. This is a mad house full of mad people who mean the best they could. I feel like my life is this strange open end who will eventually find this crazy thing to do and work. I dont even knwo where I am gooing or whom wiht. I feel like Darren might be my soulame in the wierdest way, not romantic at all, but important none the less. I am developing in the most obscure way.