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[leduce]

My job is crazy. The kids I am working with are so interesting, but also very overwhelming. Today, Nate, my favroite camper clung to me for over 2 hours crying becasue he missed his mom, it was very strange for me. I also got a ton of blue paint poured all over me. I also chased other campers for hours and hours. It's good. I have also been talking to the "4th of july guy" Nathan, and we are sort of doing things the way they should be done and getting to know each other. I really like him. I am very interested in his artwork and film, I think we are going to watch it soon. I also wonder if the age diffrence will be a problem, 8 years is signifigant, but I am not going to let him being older stop me from seeing if there is anything there. I think that I am finally ready to have a serious relationship again. I would hardly call what mike and I had a relationship, though I know technichally it was. I was just going through the motions and everyone that knows me knows that I was unhappy and I guess essentially lying to him. It happens. It all happens.
I do miss my friends in Alaska very much, I hope that I can go back soon. Brittany is having her baby in aprox. 3 days. I wish that I could be there for that. Joel and I have plans for an amazing photoshoot, I wish we could do that tonight. Katie and Ej, we have a lot of drinking to do. ha ha.

we sing this song at camp that I really like, it goes like this:

were making a purple stew (whip whip)
were making a purple stew (shobie do be do)
with purple tomatos and purple potatos and we want YOU!

its fun.