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I am really investing a lot of emotional energy into the house thing latly. I really hope that it works out, getting a house with at least Darren and hopefully Matt and EJ would be really great. I really like having friends around, esp. boys most of the time becasue its fun to do things for or with them, like cook. I know that im not really supposed to find that housework rewarding, but it is sometimes, I would say most often in the kitchen. Jade and I used to cook a lot together and it was always fun and rewarding. I really missed doing that kind of stuff after we broke up, but since EJ has been here and Darren stayed a few nights, I have gotten to do that stuff again, having people around when you wake up to make silly little jokes with and start your day on a social note. Anyways, about the house. SE would be nice, I have this lovley image of a two story old house with hardwood floors and a really nice front porch that sits on a street with tall trees. It would be charming as all get out. Tomrrow we are going to tour a house really close to campus, and I dont think its what I want, but I will see what I think after looking at it. Also, a kitten. I really want to get a kitten. My mom got a kitten a short while after she moved out of her parents house, and she had it for twenty years almost and that cat meant so much to her, I think I would like a companion like that, I really appreciate cats, and feel that its round about time I have one, its mostly just a matter of when and where and how.
Another thing I just kind of thought about is the like little party that was held mostly at my appartment last night, there were like 9 or 10 people, and it was really a lot of fun. Its just interesting becasue I never really even considered my appartment as a place for a gathering like that. I never really thought of myself as hosting anything or knowing enough people for that, and though I dont take any credit in it happening, Darren mostly knew the people and EJ was here for the whole thing, it was fun either way, it was really an interesting thing to not be going to a party, but to kind of have one. I would like to host lots of things like that when the house thing works out. I think there is a lot to take from being the host of a gathering opposed to gathering somewhere, you have a lot more invested into it. On any account, it was a good time.
Another thing I just kind of thought about is the like little party that was held mostly at my appartment last night, there were like 9 or 10 people, and it was really a lot of fun. Its just interesting becasue I never really even considered my appartment as a place for a gathering like that. I never really thought of myself as hosting anything or knowing enough people for that, and though I dont take any credit in it happening, Darren mostly knew the people and EJ was here for the whole thing, it was fun either way, it was really an interesting thing to not be going to a party, but to kind of have one. I would like to host lots of things like that when the house thing works out. I think there is a lot to take from being the host of a gathering opposed to gathering somewhere, you have a lot more invested into it. On any account, it was a good time.