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Its a good thing I have that huge chunk of a 20 sack to smoke my sorrows away with tomrrow. Leaving Alaska always sucks, esp. when the things you wanted to get done don't get done. I always get so so sad when I am getting ready to take off for the airport, but I guess its not as bad this time as it was at christmas. I was so happy up here over christmas, everything felt right, it was the right crowd at the right time with the right things happening, that doesnt happen often, but when it does I always step back and take note. Spring Break was overall good, I learned something that I should have proabably learned like 10 years ago. I need to stop comparing my life and situation to other peoples. I guess I get it. I guess I will keep working on my own thing and thats really all there is. Portland will be fine, I will look forward to summer, but not with the gusto I did after christmas break, and I will try to make the present what I look forward to instead of any random carrot I put in front of myself.