Here's to....whatever the hell you want.
I don't know what I've been feeling lately. Its almost as I don't feel, but only think. The thoughts I produce don't mean anything. They are just there, interesting, but bland.
I've been reading a lot lately. Its been wonderful. Just having words to stimulate my mind, and reach down into my head. I don't know where half the things I think even come from. As if there is someone inside of me that I don't even know. I don't know myself. I thought I once did, but that was pure bull shit. I will most likely never know myself, and if I do its a long way off.
Sadly, I've fallen into a routine (though the majority of my life has been one), but this routine is different. You can believe that you don't have a routine, that you are spontaneous, and un-predictable, this is what allows people to predicate you, and figure out your quarks. And so I have. Its hard to not get out of one and then again it will be so easy over time. Only a little trying...
So I'm heading off to New Mexico, Utah, Arizona, and the wonderful Colorado. This will probably be one of the best trips ever. Hope everyone eles's break is good.