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One day this will all be irrelevent, I mean, nobody will care that we existed let alone our own drama. We hate eachother therefore there must be an oppisite, there must be love, there must be something out there for everyone to put all their time and energy into. She must've loved me or why would she be afraid of the future. Why plan ahead when we are young? If you hate the idea that one day I might leave you then why would you end it prematurely? All I know is that ocne there was happiness, once there ws love. There was a time when I forgot about my music, my friends, my political beliefs, my goddamn life to be with you. Lying there on that fucking couch beat the shit out of anything I could think of. Fighting with you was better than spending time with my friends.
Once there was love
Now there is emptyness
One day your in love
The next day she's forgetten you
And I won't even attempt that emo, Bright Eyes, "You Will" shit anymore. I'm not going to guilt you into being with me. You hated me for that, I could tell. Then again you hated alot of things I did, but I changed myself, I put up with it, I wanted things to work. I, my dear, am a fucking fool. I was your pawn, you sacrificed me to get closer to a king.
I am no longer capable to feeling, I just can't pu up with another person being close to me and then ending it before it was time. You did it, others have done it, and everyone that is reading this will eventually do it. I am your lost forgotten toy or an era of your life that you don't want to remember.
I'm sorry about the other shit that is happening in your life. I wish I could make you feel better in any other way than this. But if this is what it is going to take to make you feel better then so be it. We're done I guess
See you tomorrow...
Once there was love
Now there is emptyness
One day your in love
The next day she's forgetten you
And I won't even attempt that emo, Bright Eyes, "You Will" shit anymore. I'm not going to guilt you into being with me. You hated me for that, I could tell. Then again you hated alot of things I did, but I changed myself, I put up with it, I wanted things to work. I, my dear, am a fucking fool. I was your pawn, you sacrificed me to get closer to a king.
I am no longer capable to feeling, I just can't pu up with another person being close to me and then ending it before it was time. You did it, others have done it, and everyone that is reading this will eventually do it. I am your lost forgotten toy or an era of your life that you don't want to remember.
I'm sorry about the other shit that is happening in your life. I wish I could make you feel better in any other way than this. But if this is what it is going to take to make you feel better then so be it. We're done I guess
See you tomorrow...