Songs i've been working on (self-indulgent update)
Hear that sunshine and I got to find
If those trains are running on time
Whistle blows and I know I’m running late
I guess I got to sit by myself and wait
I guess I got to wait, got to wait, got to wait
Yes it’s an unfortunate chain of events
When everything you once loved pushes you to the edge
And it’s high time you left, they all want you dead
What if that hatred was all in your head
Would you still want to be dead?
Playin well constructed tricks on your mind
Is the movin sun’s lapse of time
When it all caught up to you
All your ambition disappeared too soon
You gave up on yourself way to soon
And I find myself drinking alone
Just to go asleep at night
Because I’m afraid of seeing
You in my dream
Afraid you will just
Appear in front of me
I’m afraid of things turning out right
Because then I might have a reason to move on
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Oh no I've hit that wall
I guess I just can't climb anymore
Reaching the top then must be wrong
So i'll camp out here til dawn
My weak and feeble tent will
Shelter me from the rain
But when the lighting strikes the top
Of the hill, I'll be knocked down again
And maybe I am crazy in everyone else's eyes
But I want to go above the clouds and watch the sunrise
Obscure my will with gray stormclouds
Steal my hearing with that thunder sound
Take my attention, hell, my attention's gone
And I'm moving on
My weak and feeble tent will
Shelter me from the rain
But when the lighting strikes the top
Of the hill, I'll be knocked down again
And maybe I am crazy in everyone else's eyes
But I want to go above the clouds and watch the sunrise
And I plastered my tired body to the ground
When I open my mouth to scream I am met
With that silent sound
As the rocks come tumbling down
I'll reach the top
In the end
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We're fake
Figments of a blind child's visions
When he closes his eyes it never changes
Dark, fades, filters lights
Red lights and road blocks keep me from getting away
With you
What is an imagination to do
But run away with you
The child must've been
Especially creative when he created you
That face and that body and that smile
Formed from the rain and thunderclouds
We're all going under now
But I'll dodge it and run away with you
That blind child is growing up
And he realizes day to day
That we're fake
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I don't know the plot but I know your blood is red
True to this day your gone my lost friend
"Life was failing me
I'm full of uncertainty"
Lying in bed with your soul next to me
Guiding me home
Though, I know I'm alone
I feel you watching over me
But your presence is what I need
And the streetlights will always flush out the fireflies
Just so that they can turn off right before the sunrise
If legacy was liquor
You knew you'd be drunk
I'm just a liar you were someone I looked up to
One of the more tragic of lines
Uttered while we all cried
We stared at your picture shouting "Why did you have to die?"
If those trains are running on time
Whistle blows and I know I’m running late
I guess I got to sit by myself and wait
I guess I got to wait, got to wait, got to wait
Yes it’s an unfortunate chain of events
When everything you once loved pushes you to the edge
And it’s high time you left, they all want you dead
What if that hatred was all in your head
Would you still want to be dead?
Playin well constructed tricks on your mind
Is the movin sun’s lapse of time
When it all caught up to you
All your ambition disappeared too soon
You gave up on yourself way to soon
And I find myself drinking alone
Just to go asleep at night
Because I’m afraid of seeing
You in my dream
Afraid you will just
Appear in front of me
I’m afraid of things turning out right
Because then I might have a reason to move on
-----------------------------------------------------------------
Oh no I've hit that wall
I guess I just can't climb anymore
Reaching the top then must be wrong
So i'll camp out here til dawn
My weak and feeble tent will
Shelter me from the rain
But when the lighting strikes the top
Of the hill, I'll be knocked down again
And maybe I am crazy in everyone else's eyes
But I want to go above the clouds and watch the sunrise
Obscure my will with gray stormclouds
Steal my hearing with that thunder sound
Take my attention, hell, my attention's gone
And I'm moving on
My weak and feeble tent will
Shelter me from the rain
But when the lighting strikes the top
Of the hill, I'll be knocked down again
And maybe I am crazy in everyone else's eyes
But I want to go above the clouds and watch the sunrise
And I plastered my tired body to the ground
When I open my mouth to scream I am met
With that silent sound
As the rocks come tumbling down
I'll reach the top
In the end
------------------------------------------------------------------
We're fake
Figments of a blind child's visions
When he closes his eyes it never changes
Dark, fades, filters lights
Red lights and road blocks keep me from getting away
With you
What is an imagination to do
But run away with you
The child must've been
Especially creative when he created you
That face and that body and that smile
Formed from the rain and thunderclouds
We're all going under now
But I'll dodge it and run away with you
That blind child is growing up
And he realizes day to day
That we're fake
-------------------------------------------------------------------
I don't know the plot but I know your blood is red
True to this day your gone my lost friend
"Life was failing me
I'm full of uncertainty"
Lying in bed with your soul next to me
Guiding me home
Though, I know I'm alone
I feel you watching over me
But your presence is what I need
And the streetlights will always flush out the fireflies
Just so that they can turn off right before the sunrise
If legacy was liquor
You knew you'd be drunk
I'm just a liar you were someone I looked up to
One of the more tragic of lines
Uttered while we all cried
We stared at your picture shouting "Why did you have to die?"