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So I'm really exhausted, almost falling asleep in Allende's class, so tired that I cried in the dining hall because stupid Dr. Ojo hates me, but ultimately, I survived and that's really all that counts. Just another day gone by--one day closer to due dates and deadlines, but one day closer to family and Christmas...and then one day closer to Switzerland. I haven't said much about it, other than how excited I am. This is still true. I'm very lucky and fortunate and I know that. I'm just worried. I know things change and people change and this year really proved it to me, but what if things change too much when I'm away and there's no space for me anymore? I'm so excited, really I am. I just...want to be missed to? Selfish, I know.