Jul 07, 2005 17:11
I knew I shouldn't have come, I walk into this house and start to feel angry and stressed. I don't know why he makes me feel this way. I'm so tempted to leave but kno wthat he will get angry . My father is upset with me for not being here more this week but once I walk in the door he yells about me not being here so it makes me want to be here even less. That's okay tomorrow is Friday and I get to see Dulcey and Blake and Liz and Erin and YAY.
This morning my alarm went off at 5 as usual. The conversation was as follows.
Me: 5 more minutes
Erin: you wanna set an alarm?
Me: no.
Erin: *Sqeeze*
30min. later
Erin: When do you need to get up?
Me: Now.
Erin: Are you gonna?
Me: No. flex time, flex time, I work late
Erin: Do you need to set an alarm
Me: no! *sets alarm*
1 Hour later
***Alarm***
Me: eeeh
Erin: Don't you need to go to work?
Me: I don't wanna
Erin: you know I have to get up in 15 min.
Me: yeah... *gets up and gets ready to leave*
*realizes it's 6:45 and rushes out the door knowing I was suppose to be there an hour ago.*
So everything is really going to be okay I love you all!!