It doesn't make sense sometimes . . .
I just found out that one of my old buddies from high school passed away tuesday . . . We weren't close after high school but . . . During high school she was part of my crowd . . . She always made things fun and daring.
She made it through Cheynobl, and cancer that came from that, and out of Russia and to us . . . to die randomly in her 20's . . . it just doesn't make sense . . .
It's just one of those things.
Of course I don't know anything about her life since we graduated which makes it worse. Would I have known if I reached out to her? Maybe she was sick? I found her through facebook but never really talked to her . . . Guilt and picturing such a strong and vibrant young woman gone . . .
The human condition is a mess. :(
She made it through Cheynobl, and cancer that came from that, and out of Russia and to us . . . to die randomly in her 20's . . . it just doesn't make sense . . .
It's just one of those things.
Of course I don't know anything about her life since we graduated which makes it worse. Would I have known if I reached out to her? Maybe she was sick? I found her through facebook but never really talked to her . . . Guilt and picturing such a strong and vibrant young woman gone . . .
The human condition is a mess. :(