because it sucked. Maybe when I feel better about it again I'll post it.
*cringes* it wasn't good. Why can't I see these things sometimes? I need to sleep more during the NIGHTTIME instead of doing the fic-and-fizzy-drink thing.
Re: it didn't suck!!vflickJune 4 2005, 15:24:12 UTC
ack, I didn't think it was up long enough for anyone to see it.
Sorry, but I check for Leda-fic CONSTANTLY!! *G* 'specially when i'm bored at work...(glad I did too...and sorry if I sound stalkerish - i'm really only stalking your fic ;))
It's not the first 'what happened to Kara' fic that I've seen - I've seen a few, but they seem to be rather all on the drunk / abusive side without the strange religious/discipline overtones that are absolutely inherent to Kara the adult.
I might have seen a bit of this, but either it was so bad I blocked it from my mind, or it was more just allusions to what might have happened. Or her hinting to Lee about it or her hiding out in the Adama house as a child. I don't subscribe to the view that she knew the Adamas as a child, so I tend to forget that kind of fic pretty quickly as AU. I should rephrase. This was the first realistic childKara fic I've read that fits in to my view of her.
I'm working on it, may try to post it again in a few days if I can get it to fit.*G* yay! I look forward to
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Re: it didn't suck!!vflickJune 4 2005, 15:37:30 UTC
As a child, Kara doesn't try to understand. She doesn't try to assess, she just adapts, and doesn't seem to connect the anger she's feeling with anything in particular.
Commenty mcComment here. ^ yes. I've always been intrigued by how she tends to show Lee her caring by abusing him, and by outwardly defying him, yet when he gives her an order, she follows it. She trusts him and Adama implicitly, yet it LOOKS outwardly like she's defying them sometimes. It's interesting to see where that might come from. And why the perceived betrayal in KLG affected her the way it did. veeeery iiinterestingggg.
And then her anger comes spurting out and manifesting in unexpected ways. ... anyway...
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*cringes* it wasn't good. Why can't I see these things sometimes? I need to sleep more during the NIGHTTIME instead of doing the fic-and-fizzy-drink thing.
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sigh. I know the feeling.
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Sorry, but I check for Leda-fic CONSTANTLY!! *G* 'specially when i'm bored at work...(glad I did too...and sorry if I sound stalkerish - i'm really only stalking your fic ;))
It's not the first 'what happened to Kara' fic that I've seen - I've seen a few, but they seem to be rather all on the drunk / abusive side without the strange religious/discipline overtones that are absolutely inherent to Kara the adult.
I might have seen a bit of this, but either it was so bad I blocked it from my mind, or it was more just allusions to what might have happened. Or her hinting to Lee about it or her hiding out in the Adama house as a child. I don't subscribe to the view that she knew the Adamas as a child, so I tend to forget that kind of fic pretty quickly as AU. I should rephrase. This was the first realistic childKara fic I've read that fits in to my view of her.
I'm working on it, may try to post it again in a few days if I can get it to fit.*G* yay! I look forward to ( ... )
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Commenty mcComment here. ^ yes. I've always been intrigued by how she tends to show Lee her caring by abusing him, and by outwardly defying him, yet when he gives her an order, she follows it. She trusts him and Adama implicitly, yet it LOOKS outwardly like she's defying them sometimes. It's interesting to see where that might come from. And why the perceived betrayal in KLG affected her the way it did. veeeery iiinterestingggg.
And then her anger comes spurting out and manifesting in unexpected ways. ... anyway...
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