These memories can't replace, these wishes I wish and dreams I chase
It's been a while since I wrote in here. Mostly because nothing out of the ordinary has happened. I went home this past weekend. All in all it was a good trip. My grandma came to visit from Ohio on Saturday and it's always nice to see her. Saturday I slept in until 2PM, watched some movies on TV with the fam and then went to be at 11PM (yep, 9 hours later) because I wasn't feelin too hot. Got to spend time with Krysta too which is always a fun time. Good kid, a Jr., but a good kid all the same :P I've practiced with a local band, Winter's Halo, 2 times in the past 3 weeks. You can check them out at http://www.wintershalo.com they're all real cool guys and right now I guess I'm in the process of trying out for them. Whether or not they're planning on keeping me around I'm not sure. Either way I've met a couple great guys and they've opened my eyes to some really great music. On another note, my best friend, who shall remain nameless, cracks me up. The man can't get a break when it comes to women, if she's not middle aged, she's pregnant, and if she's not pregnant, she's built like a refrigerator. He doesn't find these things to be the HUGE turn-offs I do; but hey, one day he may find the perfect woman who embodies 2 if not 3 of the above attributes like that GINORMOUS lady from Boondock Saints (Rosengurdle Baumgardner).
A groan of tedium escapes me,
Startling the fearful.
Is this a test? It has to be,
Otherwise I can't go on.
Draining patience, drain vitality.
This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old.
But I'm still right here
Giving blood, keeping faith
And I'm still right here.
Wait it out,
Gonna wait it out,
Be patient.
If there were no rewards to reap,
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
Gonna wait it out.
If there were no desire to heal
The damaged and broken met along
This tedious path I've chosen here
I certainly would've walked away by now.
And I still may ... I still may.
Be patient.
I must keep reminding myself of this.
And if there were no rewards to reap,
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
And I still may.
Gonna wait it out.
I know it's sort of thrown in there and almost random but for those of you who, like me, have in the past or are currently feeling pretty bad about your current relationship status, I don't think it gets much simpler than this...be patient and wait it out. You are NOT alone...
A groan of tedium escapes me,
Startling the fearful.
Is this a test? It has to be,
Otherwise I can't go on.
Draining patience, drain vitality.
This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old.
But I'm still right here
Giving blood, keeping faith
And I'm still right here.
Wait it out,
Gonna wait it out,
Be patient.
If there were no rewards to reap,
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
Gonna wait it out.
If there were no desire to heal
The damaged and broken met along
This tedious path I've chosen here
I certainly would've walked away by now.
And I still may ... I still may.
Be patient.
I must keep reminding myself of this.
And if there were no rewards to reap,
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
And I still may.
Gonna wait it out.
I know it's sort of thrown in there and almost random but for those of you who, like me, have in the past or are currently feeling pretty bad about your current relationship status, I don't think it gets much simpler than this...be patient and wait it out. You are NOT alone...