And Things Fall Apart
Today has been a huge jumble and right now I'm completely devestated. It's like as soon as I start to try and get my life straightened out, a train has to come through and destroy the very little I've done leaving me further back than I was to start.
So what happened is horrible and is the second hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. What makes it worse is that I can't talk to my best friend about it because it upsets him too. What's even worse after that is that I'm trying to give up all the things I used to do to help me cope. No alcohol, no smoke, no knife. So here I am alone trying to deal with this.
All alone.
Life, could you be a little softer to me?
So what happened is horrible and is the second hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. What makes it worse is that I can't talk to my best friend about it because it upsets him too. What's even worse after that is that I'm trying to give up all the things I used to do to help me cope. No alcohol, no smoke, no knife. So here I am alone trying to deal with this.
All alone.
Life, could you be a little softer to me?