Thirty-third flirtation

Sep 14, 2009 12:44

So I've been doing a lot of thinking. A hell of a lot of thinking. And... I'm good with this. No more bullshit. No more hypocrisy. No more demanding pity and acting like I can't be down from shit too. Am I happy? Not yet, but I'm getting there ( Read more... )

sanzo, ginia, spike, done with the bullshit, hakkai

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[Filtered to Rukia // Unhackable] lecherous_kappa September 15 2009, 19:24:48 UTC
I'll deal, Rukia. It's going to take some time, but hell if I don't have time here.

She started bullshitting me. Alice did, really. She said my flirting was hurting Ginia, when I asked Ginia if it did, and she said no. Why the hell would she lie? And if it did hurt Ginia, then why did Ginia and Alice flirt around? Fucking bullshit. If it hurt them, then what, they were doing it to hurt back?

Then she got all bent out of shape about me deciding to beat the living daylights out of Spike. Spike wanted a date, was pursuing a date, and knew that she was taken then. Hell no. I turned down girls who wanted anything more than flirting with me, because I was taken. But she encouraged him, and he went along with it even more. And she acted like I was going to murder every guy she flirted with or flirted with her. No, I was just going to fuck up the ones who tried to take it further. But that's not good enough, I was stifling her or some shit like that.

I'm done with that. I'm not going to be lied to, and if what Alice said was true, then Ginia's a damn hypocrit. I don't need that. Not after they cheated with Hazel, not after... yeah. I'm done.

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[Filtered to Rukia // Unhackable] lecherous_kappa September 16 2009, 06:47:28 UTC
I am too. I can't believe I thought... Maybe I'm just not made for love or to be loved. I'm forbidden, you know? I'm not down, though. Just thinking.

Can I pick option C and go with both?

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