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Twenty-seventh flirtation [Voice]

Jun 13, 2009 23:02

There's too much shit going on for me to really figure it all out. I just don't know anything any more ( Read more... )

reached his limit, wanting an argument, not flirting for once, doku, alice

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[private / unhackable ] meteo_sniper June 14 2009, 08:52:21 UTC

It's something between, understanding they are one, like two sides of a coin, but also accepting their individuality.

Hallelujah isn't Allelujah, and vice versa, yet they are one. It's, really complicated... There is always a reason for such thing to happen though, and it may be an indication to how to handle the other side. Halle is a coping mechanism, a survival instinct you could say, egoistical part that keeps them alive. In sense he protects Alle. Is it the same with Alice?

[private / unhackable ] lecherous_kappa June 14 2009, 19:40:55 UTC

Yeah. Alice is... I don't know how to word it. I think she protects Ginia. When shit's really bad, that's when she shows up.

When Alice is around, is she... does she have a right to the body? Is she all Alice, then? Or is it Ginia being trapped and forced back?

[private / unhackable ] meteo_sniper June 14 2009, 19:43:51 UTC

I don't know her enough to be able to tell. With Alle and Halle, well technically the other is always more or less present in the background - I've heard them talk with each other. I'm often not sure myself when it's a conscious choice, and when it's fight for a steering wheel.

[private / unhackable ] lecherous_kappa June 14 2009, 20:00:57 UTC

In Ginia's dream, Alice was in a cage. And I've never heard them talk to each other. It's always one or the other, it looks like.

I don't think Ginia ever conciously lets Alice take over, but hell if I know for sure.

Re: [private / unhackable ] meteo_sniper June 14 2009, 20:09:08 UTC

That's something you would need to ask Ginia about. But I guess it makes it more "normal". Generally the main personality isn't aware of the other at first.

[private / unhackable ] lecherous_kappa June 14 2009, 20:12:09 UTC

Once she's... back, then. Thanks, Lockon.

I guess I'd hoped that with vanishing, Alice would go away too.

[private / unhackable ] meteo_sniper June 14 2009, 20:16:37 UTC

Gojyo.

She's not a flaw. Nor your enemy.

[private / unhackable ] lecherous_kappa June 14 2009, 20:18:10 UTC

I... I know. She told me she just wanted to help Ginia, and I believe her. I just don't know how to deal with her. Things would have been easier if Ginia came back as just Ginia.

[private / unhackable ] meteo_sniper June 14 2009, 20:19:55 UTC

That's the whole point. She's still Ginia.

[private / unhackable ] lecherous_kappa June 14 2009, 20:21:25 UTC

Alice... is Ginia?

[private / unhackable ] meteo_sniper June 14 2009, 20:24:36 UTC

Yes. I said it before: think of it as of a coin.

It has two sides, obverse and reverse. They don't have to be the same, heck they can be totally different. But in the end it's one and the same coin.

[private / unhackable ] lecherous_kappa June 14 2009, 20:49:24 UTC

I thought... I thought you were talking about the body when you said coin. Damn. If they're the same, then...

Alice is Ginia. Ginia is Alice. They both are... her.

Do you care for Allelujah and Hallelujah the same way?

[private / unhackable ] meteo_sniper June 14 2009, 20:52:17 UTC

They're just different sides, faces, of person you know as Ginia. We all have it, don't we? Masks, and faces. This is an extreme version of it.

Yes, I do. And even though Hallelujah can be a trouble maker, when he wasn't there...he-they felt almost incomplete.

[private / unhackable ] lecherous_kappa June 14 2009, 21:08:31 UTC

Yeah, I guess we do.

Lockon... what does it mean if I don't love Alice like I do Ginia? I feel sorry for Alice, but I don't think... I don't know. Does that mean... do I not love her enough?

[private / unhackable ] meteo_sniper June 14 2009, 21:15:25 UTC

I think it rather means you need to...get used to the idea.

Like when your beloved suddenly jumps out with a ultra-shocking secret, or something- It took me months to understand that.

And sometimes, sometimes you may not like what she's doing, or how she's behaving. But then, it's not that you dislike it, because she's not "Ginia" - you would dislike this kind of behaviour just as much, if it was Ginia.

[private / unhackable ] lecherous_kappa June 14 2009, 21:36:34 UTC

It's not failing her, then... it's adjusting...

It's... Fuck. She came on to me, as Alice. I turned her down, because... it was Alice. If it had been Ginia, I would have said yes. But if she is Ginia... Damn. I'm so confused. But it will make sense. Somehow. I want it to.

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