every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end

[leche_flan]

I don't want to go to school yet and I don't want summer to end. My mind is not yet set for academic work and somehow I still have summer work to attend to that I've put off for the past few weeks now expecting that I had unlimited vacation days.  We're definitely not going back to high school anymore, and no, I'm not as nostalgic as I used to be. Maybe a few weeks, months, or years will do the trick. Right now, I just want to move forward. I know I'll eat those very words sometime in the future, but presently I'm pretty firm about them. I wonder if that's what matters.

Though somehow... I'd like classes to start so that we'll all get busy again. And maybe, just maybe, people'll get off my fucking case and focus more on their own.

And nah. It's probably not you.

~eri