Phenomenal Regurgitations, Part 1

[lecale]

Falling through this tunnel
I cast a shadow onto it
a shadow I cannot hide despite
monumental desires
tripping on your shadow
tripping on your mind

Have I just dreamt you from a pipe?
a false image of smoke and ash
that dissipates as I reach for it
searing my eyes
I notice a hole in my soul
that wasn't there before...

Let it burn and fulminate
Let it etch and corrode
Let it consume and conflagrate
and eat away, and mar.
Let it hurt like nothing else,
because I wouldn't have it any other way.

A pain I never asked for,
but would be a fool to deny.