Jan 10, 2005 16:46
Why did I think that today might go at all smoothly? I had the worst/ most stressing day ever but I'm not gonna write about cuz I don't want to think about it. I just want to focus on going back home.
I don't want to be here. Everyone around me couldn't wait to get back n they've been having great days... it makes me sick honestly.
I need to get into Juilliard cuz I do NOT want to FIU it... bleh...
But atleast I'd be home.
And then I could always transfer to UM, which I grew up wanting to go to...
I just wish I could be happy.