the aftermath!!!

[lebaronownsmp]

wow its unbelievable how big of an effect a girl could take on a guy. never did i think i would fall deeply in love with a girl ever in life but i have. if you must know, this girl named samantha. when i first announced i was coming to m.p., everyone i told was duper excited. it excited me too but none of their excitement excited me the most than hers. i didnt get to see her most of the time i was there in the summer. so i decided to make up for that. i liked her even before she liked luis. when she broke it off to me that she had started going out with him, that didnt stop me from liking her. samantha is like no other girl i have ever met. she makes me feel confident in whatever i do. when i think about her, anything is possible. when the weekend came through, all i could think about was getting there and being with her. when she saw me saturday mornin, she loved me for who i was and not what i was wearing( dibba's jogging pants that were skin tight on me that he made me wear!!!) when i saw her at h.c. she looked absolutely beautiful. as we danced to the slow jamz, arms around each other, tension burning high, i felt like i died and she was God coming to bring me to heaven. as the minutes of h.c ran away, i didnt want to let her go!!!! a tear of happiness rolled down my face. while we holded hands going to get her stuff, i realized i WAS in heaven!!!! while i walked with her 2 meet up with her mom, i didnt want 2 let her go. little did i know that it would be the last time i would see her while i was out. the next day we cried to each other missing each other. as i am writing this, i was thinking about her all day. i am right now too. i love you samantha with all of my heart!!! thanks for showing me inside of heaven for three days!!!
p.s.guys, if u really like a girl, dont give up. some how some way she might just come back to you!!