pairps
yes, i'm still here. per usual i got plenty on my mind to talk about and i'm experiencing writer's block.
i mean shit, i gotta go back and talk about the end of the semester and christmas break and school and all the fucked up shit that's been running through my head during said time interval.
- i've been watching the sopranos obsessively for damn near a month
- i'm in a band (hi mallory, suckonamuddafuckindick!)
- i played a gig with said band and i'm jamming regularly with them in particular and a few other people here and there - chris and nate and i had an intensely prolific jam session right before school started, and i compared the situation at the time with "25th hour"
- still writing muzak or at least working on technique and such
- never get enough sleep and my legs constantly hurt cuz i walk a lot while carrying heavy shit every damn day... upside is, my legs might get diesel and they're already diesel for a non-athletic non-track runner
- i'm... pretty sure i had a fling
- i think about astrology a fucking lot, and i'm really not into the bad rep virgos get, but then again no matter what i say about the subject motherfuckers are just gonna say "oh, you're just proving the point, you're acting like a virgo, blah blah blah"suckaDAIRACK.
- i found this sped-up version of "heart-shaped box" (which i'm like obsessed with) on youtube, sounds all chipmunk-y and it gives the song a much more feminine vibe... a lot of the melodies in that song strike me as almost celtic/spiritual, and i remember reading a kurt cobain interview years ago where he said he had roots in county cork and that he felt really spiritual when he was over there with the band
- i'm becoming intrigued by celtic stuff in general
- i mouthed off to the stewardesses on the plane over to vegas on christmas day (y'all knew i went to vegas right?) and managed to sneak all over the airport and back through customs to smoke bogies out of sheer addictive impulse... we stopped over in north carolina, that was kinda cool
- never read a kurt cobain biography on a plane while you're nodding off. you will wake up depressed.
- my hair's longer than it's been in years, probably since 9th grade... i can pull off that whole "white people jheri curl" with a hat on, especially if i just got outta the shower
- thursday night i wanted to do something no one had ever done before, i decided to go to a college party, to become a part of this huge, all-encompassing, soul-sucking thing called punk rock
- styles p and lil wayne are two of the best emcees in the game right now... i'm not taking "no they're not" for an answer
- i'm getting tired of these young-ass chicks (mychele gets a pass)... just more and more paranoia and disdain but i really don't wanna keep falling into the misanthropy trap (or is it misogyny?) so i'm hoping i can continue to get more resilient about this shit. just having a hard time believing everything i hear, cuz i BEEN there countless times. long as people don't think i'm completely delusional or just plain stupid i'm good.
- i've been told by several people within the last month that they could see me as a rock star, one of whom ain't even know i play guitar. and i'm pretty sure they were all chicks.
- i asked two women and a dude at work to guess my sign, one guessed right, one said sagittarius and the other said "either cancer or gemini". ok, i'm into it, who cares?
- my giving a fuck level is slowly diminishing, but in a more positive manner, don't worry.
- this a new year and i'm getting sick of living in "what if?" ya dig?
i'm exhausted and i'm working on adapting my lifestyle to the current times around here and back home... just gotta accept that i'm in hamden and it makes more sense to operate around here. *shrug* g'nite, royal buddies.
i mean shit, i gotta go back and talk about the end of the semester and christmas break and school and all the fucked up shit that's been running through my head during said time interval.
- i've been watching the sopranos obsessively for damn near a month
- i'm in a band (hi mallory, suckonamuddafuckindick!)
- i played a gig with said band and i'm jamming regularly with them in particular and a few other people here and there - chris and nate and i had an intensely prolific jam session right before school started, and i compared the situation at the time with "25th hour"
- still writing muzak or at least working on technique and such
- never get enough sleep and my legs constantly hurt cuz i walk a lot while carrying heavy shit every damn day... upside is, my legs might get diesel and they're already diesel for a non-athletic non-track runner
- i'm... pretty sure i had a fling
- i think about astrology a fucking lot, and i'm really not into the bad rep virgos get, but then again no matter what i say about the subject motherfuckers are just gonna say "oh, you're just proving the point, you're acting like a virgo, blah blah blah"suckaDAIRACK.
- i found this sped-up version of "heart-shaped box" (which i'm like obsessed with) on youtube, sounds all chipmunk-y and it gives the song a much more feminine vibe... a lot of the melodies in that song strike me as almost celtic/spiritual, and i remember reading a kurt cobain interview years ago where he said he had roots in county cork and that he felt really spiritual when he was over there with the band
- i'm becoming intrigued by celtic stuff in general
- i mouthed off to the stewardesses on the plane over to vegas on christmas day (y'all knew i went to vegas right?) and managed to sneak all over the airport and back through customs to smoke bogies out of sheer addictive impulse... we stopped over in north carolina, that was kinda cool
- never read a kurt cobain biography on a plane while you're nodding off. you will wake up depressed.
- my hair's longer than it's been in years, probably since 9th grade... i can pull off that whole "white people jheri curl" with a hat on, especially if i just got outta the shower
- thursday night i wanted to do something no one had ever done before, i decided to go to a college party, to become a part of this huge, all-encompassing, soul-sucking thing called punk rock
- styles p and lil wayne are two of the best emcees in the game right now... i'm not taking "no they're not" for an answer
- i'm getting tired of these young-ass chicks (mychele gets a pass)... just more and more paranoia and disdain but i really don't wanna keep falling into the misanthropy trap (or is it misogyny?) so i'm hoping i can continue to get more resilient about this shit. just having a hard time believing everything i hear, cuz i BEEN there countless times. long as people don't think i'm completely delusional or just plain stupid i'm good.
- i've been told by several people within the last month that they could see me as a rock star, one of whom ain't even know i play guitar. and i'm pretty sure they were all chicks.
- i asked two women and a dude at work to guess my sign, one guessed right, one said sagittarius and the other said "either cancer or gemini". ok, i'm into it, who cares?
- my giving a fuck level is slowly diminishing, but in a more positive manner, don't worry.
- this a new year and i'm getting sick of living in "what if?" ya dig?
i'm exhausted and i'm working on adapting my lifestyle to the current times around here and back home... just gotta accept that i'm in hamden and it makes more sense to operate around here. *shrug* g'nite, royal buddies.