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i love each and everyone of you guys soooo much,
i feel so sad that im not there with you guys during this time
i need you guys also,
im not handling this too well..
im so stressed about rachel.. i can't stop thinking about her and her family..
and i have two finals tom.
im over at loops right now cause i just don't want to be alone.
he and jeremy are asleep right now on the couch and i was planning on getting up at 6 and finish my studying before my 8:00 final.. so it would be a huge mistake to fall asleeep now.. even if i could
when ever im alone, i really can't handle it.. knowing ur too far away and just thinking about what has happened and what can happen and i still have a day to go..
i wish you guys were here to help me feel better.
i havn't told anyone here about rachel.. except katy, but she doesn't know it all. they can all see that im more solumn then usual and he (jeremy) asked me about it and i just couldn't let it out. what are they gunna say to make me feel better about it? mann i need you guys .. one more day! i finally spilled my guts to jeremy earlier tonight.. and to my surprise.. he did help a lot. he always does.. mann im gunna miss that kid.
~subject change~
im pretty sure i passed the hell out of that bio exam.. it has to be an A.. i worked my ass (and mind. i guess) off!!!
and if i don;t.. somebodies getting stabbed in there sleep.. *cough* miss Rall*.. mann it took me a while to figure out her name.
i still don't know what im doing next year.. (college wise) im probably not going to augusta, and i was pretty sure i didnt want to stay here.. but i keep going back and forth.. yeah for the moment.. i dont want to be here next year. but every time i think about it.. i kinda bonded with this place.. it willl be sad to leave it.. but i guess thats a part of growing up.. i got over missing misty didnt i? AWWWWWWWW i cant; wait to see her..lol i was on the phone with nicki and misty barked in the background and i was so sad :(.. im pathetic.. i know)
ooo, i sold my books back today... well some of them. but i only got 60 dollars back, bitches... out of like 500 dollars i spent on them.. but it was only two books, i have one more to sell tom.
but yeah. well i guess i sould wake jeremy up now and make our way back to campus....grr
i love you guys so much!!!!!!!
i miss you terrable.. and for some reason.. it has gotten worse the closer it is to being home. i cant wait for finals to be over. i cant wait to see you.
love you
ps i won't be able to make it home thursday night.. not only b/c of my parents, but i still have a lot of paking and i got to get my recepts together.. and its jeremy;s last night.. so yeah. if i don't decide to leave at like 3 in the morning to come down.. then im waking up at like 8 so i can be home by lunch time friday.
(that was a long ass ps)
anyway
i love yous
see you soon
i feel so sad that im not there with you guys during this time
i need you guys also,
im not handling this too well..
im so stressed about rachel.. i can't stop thinking about her and her family..
and i have two finals tom.
im over at loops right now cause i just don't want to be alone.
he and jeremy are asleep right now on the couch and i was planning on getting up at 6 and finish my studying before my 8:00 final.. so it would be a huge mistake to fall asleeep now.. even if i could
when ever im alone, i really can't handle it.. knowing ur too far away and just thinking about what has happened and what can happen and i still have a day to go..
i wish you guys were here to help me feel better.
i havn't told anyone here about rachel.. except katy, but she doesn't know it all. they can all see that im more solumn then usual and he (jeremy) asked me about it and i just couldn't let it out. what are they gunna say to make me feel better about it? mann i need you guys .. one more day! i finally spilled my guts to jeremy earlier tonight.. and to my surprise.. he did help a lot. he always does.. mann im gunna miss that kid.
~subject change~
im pretty sure i passed the hell out of that bio exam.. it has to be an A.. i worked my ass (and mind. i guess) off!!!
and if i don;t.. somebodies getting stabbed in there sleep.. *cough* miss Rall*.. mann it took me a while to figure out her name.
i still don't know what im doing next year.. (college wise) im probably not going to augusta, and i was pretty sure i didnt want to stay here.. but i keep going back and forth.. yeah for the moment.. i dont want to be here next year. but every time i think about it.. i kinda bonded with this place.. it willl be sad to leave it.. but i guess thats a part of growing up.. i got over missing misty didnt i? AWWWWWWWW i cant; wait to see her..lol i was on the phone with nicki and misty barked in the background and i was so sad :(.. im pathetic.. i know)
ooo, i sold my books back today... well some of them. but i only got 60 dollars back, bitches... out of like 500 dollars i spent on them.. but it was only two books, i have one more to sell tom.
but yeah. well i guess i sould wake jeremy up now and make our way back to campus....grr
i love you guys so much!!!!!!!
i miss you terrable.. and for some reason.. it has gotten worse the closer it is to being home. i cant wait for finals to be over. i cant wait to see you.
love you
ps i won't be able to make it home thursday night.. not only b/c of my parents, but i still have a lot of paking and i got to get my recepts together.. and its jeremy;s last night.. so yeah. if i don't decide to leave at like 3 in the morning to come down.. then im waking up at like 8 so i can be home by lunch time friday.
(that was a long ass ps)
anyway
i love yous
see you soon